39. Longed To Have Him

ZADIE WILSON

I was wrong.

If I thought I was my loneliest when I fell asleep alone on the couch last night, I was wrong.

Oh, wait... I thought that. I believed that in fact.

Falling asleep in a big house without the man I have started seeing as mine felt wrong and it was a miracle that I didn't sob myself to sleep.

However, waking up on the same couch in the same uncomfortable position brought about a new form of pain. I sat there for more than ten minutes, wondering why Ayden didn't come home to me.

There was no text. Zero calls and no voice mails from him.

It was as if he wanted to be alone without me. It was as if he was cutting me off after getting me attached.

Yes, I was panicking.

“Fuck!”

I cursed as I jerked fearfully due to the sudden chime from my phone. I just received a text. I hissed as I reluctantly reached for my phone which has been on the table since last night.., just like the food u made for dinner.

However, when it hit me that the text might be from Ayden, my rel