Chapter 36

36

Eva's POV

As I walked back to the pack house, I felt a mixture of emotions. I was relieved to be back, but I was also worried about what I had just experienced. I had never been so scared before. I had never felt so out of control. But I had also never felt so free. I was confused, and I didn't know what to make of it all. I knew one thing for sure, though. I didn't want to go through that again. I didn't want to feel so lost and scared and alone. I needed to figure out a way to deal with all of this, and fast.

Getting back to the pack, I stayed in Ria's room because I was scared of Mark coming to get me. In the midnight, Lowell came to get Ria leaving me in her room. I rolled over the bed and sat up when I could sleep and heading Lowell and Ria's moans were disturbing. I finally got up and left Ria's room because Lowell's room was beside Ria's.

I went back to my room and immediately I shut the door. I went over to my bed and covered my head with the duvet.

As I lay there, trying