Final Trap

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I felt numb throughout my ride home.

It felt like I had lost something very precious. Like I had lost a part of myself. The scene of Xavier's arms carrying Claire as she smirked at me was haunting me. But I did not feel like crying.

What was the point of crying? It won't bring back what Xavier and I had shared. I wondered if any of it was real. Or did he really just use me?

The cab dropped me near my house as evening enveloped the pack but I didn't want to go inside yet. Aunt Julie had been so worried about me lately. I couldn't let her see me like that. I had to get a grip on myself. I had to run.

I needed to run.

I rushed into the darkening woods.

I took off my shoes and allowed nature to lead me. I focused on the sounds and smells around me and hoped that like always I would be able to run from my thoughts. I never realized when the casual fun runs through the woods as a kid turned into me running from my present.

I stopped when I absolutely needed air. I bent on my