Almost Perfect

I try to shake off everything this man makes me feel and focus on the conversation and the food when they start serving us, but I can't.

My mind keeps going back to Jae's warm lips on mine. Or him sucking on my lip. Or him licking my finger like a sex demon... which then makes me think about us in my bed the other day, him sucking his fingers with my wetness on them.

Why is he such a slut? That's the real problem here.

He's seductive and slutty and that should be illegal. He should not have the power he has over me. He should be... a boring older guy who I struggle to have sex with because he's so focused on his Alpha duties. He should not have me acting like… like a horny teenage boy. That’s how he makes me feel.

It doesn't help that Jae keeps touching me one way or another as the alphas around the table talk about important stuff I don't really understand. Alliances and rivalries, shifting loyalties and hidden agendas. I don't care about any of that, all I care about is the man