Finding Kayla

Damiens POV

It has been weeks since my entire world fell apart. I still could not believe that she was gone. I knew she was not dead, I would have felt it. I just could not believe that she would abandon everyone and disappear like a ghost. What was going through her mind? It hurt so much. I thought she would at least after a while make a phone call and let anyone in the pack know that she was safe and alright. I thought she would at least let me know. I had been completely wrong, and for the hundredth time, I feel so guilty for blocking her out in anger. She was reaching for me, and I mentally blocked her out because I was angry. If I had only known the peril she was going through, and listened to my wolf, things would be different. I continued during the first several days to hang by my phone, I clung to hope that Kayla would possibly call me. I yearned for her, my wolf was ravenous, and continued to trying to call for her. My wolf is furious with me. He blames me for her elopement.