Hello to Old Me!I stood in the room, listening for anyone to say anything. Not sure how longs I stood still, like I was frozen in time. Eventually I decided that it must be my mind playing tricks on me. Though it was odd, I thought I smelled him as well. There is no way that he could be there. I decided to ignore it. It must be guilt from my conscience. My mind knows that he laid claim to me, that I am technically an Alpha’s chosen. I continued to tell myself over and over again “he is back in the pack; he is not here.” He is going to move on, find his mate, choose someone else. Not hold on to the connection of a girl who ditched in the middle of the night and was just his High School fling. I do not have my wolf yet; I do not even know who my mate is. He does have his wolf, he will find his mate, his luna and eventually forget about me.Something deep inside of me felt like it was burning at the thought of Damien moving on with someone else. There is an echo of pain in me, and I fou
It has been a week since I reverted back to my old sense. Not fully though, I may be dressing like the old me, however, I am not going to be as reckless as I was. Will I party yes, but, if I find my mate, I am not going to toss his feelings around. That was a mistake I made with Damien, I knew he was claiming me, and I was a fool for not basking in it like any other girl would. Looking back now, why did I want to “play the field” with an Alpha that I had always loved and wanted? That is why it hurt so much to leave him in the beginning. That is why there was pain when I thought about him or thought about moving on. It is the only scenario I can think of, somewhere deep inside knew that I had always been meant for him, and it was trying to stop me from being a slut. I had Tyson but, I somehow always knew Damien was meant for me, I was just to selfish to accept it.The pain in my heart when I think of him does not diminish. I will myself to stop myself from thinking of him. As much as
The Blood Canyon Pack.It was officially the weekend. Travis invited me to visit his pack for the weekend.I was honestly petrified however; I did my best to feign myself as excited. Everyone in my pack knew the stories behind the desolation of Carter Steonhill’s pack by Alpha Luthor. Now, I was travelling to that very same pack and I would see the remnants of it. I know that was several years ago, I believe much of that happened when I was very young. Travis held my hand in the town car while talking on the phone with someone.“Yes, we’re nearly there”“Yes, Rose is with me, just like I promised.” He smiled to whoever he was talking to“No, I cannot wait for you to meet her.” He smiled at me, and I smiled back. He stroked my hand and continued holding it. I continued to look out the window as the woodland faded away. I could see a wide-open terrain of land nestled against one of the mountains. Further in the distance I began to the outline of a town. The sign “Stonehill” was etched i
We ate dinner, it was amazing. His mother was great cook, roasted lamb, mint sauce, garlic roasted mashed potatoes, carrots, and beets. I smile as I enjoy my food. I stay silent and do not mention that I absolutely hate beets. Afterwards, we had a chocolate cake, with red dessert wine. We listened to music and sat by a roaring fire. I lounged against him, enjoying his company until I heard someone walking into the room. His mother immediately changed her demeanor. I sensed fear in her, Travis also straightened up. He no longer had me lounging against him. He instructed that we all sit up properly. I asked him what the issue was, he told me his father was home, and he is not a man to cross, nor is his grandfather.“You mean Sinclair Luthor?”“You know my grandfather?” he asked me in a serious tone, there was a steel gaze in his eyes. I looked skeptical, like he was trying to understand how I knew him.“Sure, everyone knows in my old pack knows of the infamous Sinclaire Luthor, we just
Travis walked me around the pack, showing me everything. Every entertainment center, the schools, the pack temple for worshipping their “moon goddess” where pack members bring harvest goods to the temple for blessings and their acolytes offer it to “Selene” their goddess. Grocery stores where the rest of the produce, meat goods, and other products that are hand made by some of the elderly, widows, and select maidens of the pack who have farms bring it in to sell.I could not stop my mind from reeling about the cruelness that I witnessed at the packhouse. Travis did not to try and stop his mother from being hurt. What the fuck is with that? If it were me, and he tried to hurt my mother, I do not give a shit if it were my father, I would have kicked the shit out of him!“Is everything alright?” he asked me with concern on his face.“No, it’s not!”“What’s wrong?”“I cannot stop reeling about what happened after dinner back there!”“What do you mean?”“What in the fuck do you think I mea
Travis walked me around the pack, showing me everything. Every entertainment center, the schools, the pack temple for worshipping their “moon goddess” where pack members bring harvest goods to the temple for blessings and their acolytes offer it to “Selene” their goddess. Grocery stores where the rest of the produce, meat goods, and other products that are handmade by some of the elderly, widows, and select maidens of the pack who have farms bring it in to sell.I could not stop my mind from reeling about the cruelness that I witnessed at the packhouse. Travis did not to try and stop his mother from being hurt. What the fuck is with that? If it were me, and he tried to hurt my mother, I do not give a shit if it were my father, I would have kicked the shit out of him!“Is everything alright?” he asked me with concern on his face.“No, it’s not!”“What’s wrong?”“I cannot stop reeling about what happened after dinner back there!”“What do you mean?”“What in the fuck do you think I mean
I walk up the stairs to my room. I sat on my bed and opened my mind to see if he was speaking to me or was it my mind playing tricks on me. “Damien?!”“Do you know how difficult it was to find you!” Christ, he sounded really pissed.“Did you really think that I would just let you walk away from me!” he growled.I shuddered at the sound of his voice. “How, how did you find me?” I whispered into thin air. With my mental doors open I knew where he was, he was at the university.“It certainly wasn’t easy! Thank heavens my father always told me to follow the senses of my wolf! All of a sudden, we were in Missouri, and he started to feel a calling towards Oregon. Not exactly on the same college plan that we both agreed on, however, I thought about it. I know you, if you were intent on disappearing from my life, you wouldn’t pick a school where I wanted us to go.” I stood there still frozen; I should have known he would figure it out. He’s always been able to read me like an open book. He
I stared at the moon as I screamed. I could not understand what was happening and why I was shifting already. Somehow, I willed myself to leave the Ceremonial Forest. I ran for what seemed like forever. As I ran I called out to Damien. I told him that I was shifting already, and I couldn’t understand why! My birthday was a few days away! Why was this happening!“Kayla! Where are you?!” “I am outside the packs boundaries! I don’t know why but, I am shifting! I do not want to be alone!”“I’m here baby, I’m coming!” he reassured me. I relaxed as I felt his presence getting closer. I felt something else as well.“Rose!” I heard Travis shouting. Dear God! This cannot be happening! I continued to scream, praying that Damien would soon find me and take me away before Travis found me.“Kayla!” I’m here baby! I’m here!” he says as he kneels beside me and holds me. He rocks me as I writhe in pain. The moon shines directly on me like a beacon of light. I glow with the moon, I feel like I am shi