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VIII-MY ARTISTIC SIDE
VIII
As embarrassed as I was, I had to make that call. So I gathered some coins I had begged for on Tara Street, next to the DART station, and plucked up my courage. Since my cell phone was broken, I gave the owner of the Internet cafe 1 euro and googled the phone number. With what I had left over I went to a phone booth.
‘Good morning, Mr. Redman.’
‘Anna, why aren't you here? You've ruined my project'
'I'm so sorry,' I cried, 'I'm on the street. I don't have a home. Maybe you could...'
He was so surprised that it took him a while to answer.
'Well, I don't have space in my house, unfortunately. What I can offer you is something to earn the mo
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Anna's Decision X-A REAL NIGHTMARE
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Anna's Decision XI-A DOG'S LIFE
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Anna's Decision XII-LOOKING FOR LOVE
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Anna's Decision XIII-NEED FOR THERAPY
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Anna's Decision XIV-IT'S A MATTER OF POETRY
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Anna's Decision XV-AN AGRESSIVE GIRL
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