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XXXII-ABOUT TO BE CAUGHT
XXXII
I hurriedly searched for the keys, and sighed in relief that the car was driving away.
'Were you coming with Harlan?' reacted Diya, surprised.
'Yes, of course. It's better if he doesn't come in here. Or at least, I wanted to warn you first.'
'But why? I've already told you there's nothing going on between us.'
My emotional brain was making me jealous, while reason was telling me that Diya was right.
'I didn't want to bring it without telling you first, in case you felt uncomfortable,' I lied.
I didn't know if it sounded very convincing. As we drank coffee and watched MTV videos, I thought about how to say the right words.
'Well, we've got a problem,
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