58 ~ Aurora

I was back here in this cozy office that had been my solace for the last couple of months. As usual, he had a bag of chips set aside for him. I had to believe I was one of his favorite clients with how he made me so comfortable whenever my session came around.

"You mentioned last time that he had cheated on you several times."

"Yes he did,"

"How did this make you feel?" Dr Murrow asked as I ended my narration.

"Lost." That was the first thing that came to my mind when it happened. I felt lost, like I was sinking in a hole somewhere where no one could find me.

"I did not get to experience what a normal relationship felt like but then cheating was not something I expected from him especially not in the first year of our marriage. For his mother, I don't know what I was thinking when I reached out to her, she never liked me so why did I even bother?" I let out a humorless chuckle as I thought about it.

"What did you expect from him?" He asked.

"I expected something cliche." I laughed. "