Chapter 42-Turning against the mate bond

Camilla’s POV

As soon as I was done having sex, It was like a veil as been lifted from my eyes. I felt disgusted with myself as I asked myself questions.

What have I done?”

Was my grief so heavy that I turned to a man who destroyed me? With so much speed, I got up from the bed I reached out for my clothes, and I put them on.

“Hey, what is going on with you,” he asked as he jumped out from the bed, his nakedness flashing before me and I averted my eyes as I couldn’t stare at it much longer. It would only remind me of what I have done.

“This was a mistake, forgive my desperation,” I muttered as tears filled my eyes.

“What do you mean, we had an agreement, I am ready to do anything for you,” he said, and I turned to glare at him.

“Would you?,” I asked, I could see something that passed through his eyes, I couldn’t trust him.

“Camilla…loo…” he muttered slowly but I wouldn’t hear any of these, everything that happened here was a mistake.

“I know you wouldn’t, there is no need to pretend,”