Last night I woke up sometime to zayne crawling back into bed. I called out his name sleepily trying to wake up fully. But he only dropped a kiss in my shoulder and said “sleep, it’s still late” then wrapped him arms around me from behind. Like he ordered. I snuggled into him and went back to sleep. He was gone by the time I woke up. Right now I’m enjoying a leisure walk in the woods. It’s being a while since I shifted and there’s no need for me to be cautious anymore so I opted to enjoy a few hours on four legs, feeling the breeze in my fur, chasing the wind on my tongue. I already had a good stretch so now I’m content to walk, nearing the trees I kept my clothes before shifting , I jumped over a fallen log, landing on my paws then yelped at the growl behind. I spin around, so swift even in my haste, then I take not one but two steps back at the giant black wolf now in front of me. A male from its size, dominant from the air around him, the stillness from his stance, silver
I’m leaning against a tree daydreaming of the afternoon before. It was one nice, peaceful, perfect. Zayne made another call to the alpha of Ice moon pack, their conversation more serious, discussing the werewolf council and the blacklisting. I was surprised Zayne was still able to consult other parks even with the situation. Afterwards he took me back to the house and we had dinner, just the two of us. He told me about how Ice moon and dark woods has been allies since their inception centuries ago. Though he kept insisting he and Mars weren’t friends. I was already feeling sleepy by the time we cleared the table and cleaned the dishes. I tried to shake off the sleepiness, so I can spend more time with him but I’d already conditioned my body to sleeping early after training each day. By the time he led me up the stairs and to his room I was already asleep. Either way, it was the best- The sound of crushed roots draws my attention. Did Micah move? He’s meant to be- I sniff at the
I’m already doing push ups by the time the sun comes up. Sweat drips down my body as I lower down until my chin almost touches the wooden floors of my room before pushing back up.When the trembling left my body as I woke up from my blood scenting nightmare, so did all drops of sleep in my blood.But I felt somewhat fired up, left over Adrenaline from engaging in compact even in my dreams. I needed to to something with it, hence the work out.Soon enough it’ll be time for training. I finish my final set and only manage to roll on my back as strength leaves my arms. Sucking in gasps of air into my lungs.Ah Goddess, what I’d give to stop seeing the acolytes in my dreams. I wish as I wipe my forehead with the back of my hand.I roll to my feet ignoring the soreness in my belly muscles as I practically crawl to the bathroom.I’m feeling a little better when I dress up and head downstairs for training.At the arena, my eyes go in search of Micah, he gives me a nod then walks to the ot
It’s cold, and dark… I know this day. I could never forget this day. I’m back home, Sacred heart pack. And there are bodies everywhere, the ground is soaked with blood, the air thick with the scent, I taste it on my tongue. They’re all dead. All of them. I hear a blood curling scream as Lily runs into her home, more screams follow. Unbelieving. Shattered. Heartbreaking. Run, I tell myself but my legs are not mine to command, it moves me foward, closer to the body missing parts, slashes from claws, a breath excapes my lips, i see Martha, our pack healer, old Josefby the willow tree he likes to sit under, eyes closed with his chest ripped open. Senior enforcer Stefan. Dead. In the middle of the street. Just dead. Gutted. Luna Cecil, ripped to pieces, I only recognize her form the arburn hair sticking out of a bloody pink sweater. My eyes keep moving over one body to the other, the next more wretched then the last. A feeling of certain… wrongness claws at my senses. I c
I’d like to think I’m an expert when it comes to going with the flow. As a girl who’s aloof most of the time, I tend to take care of thing when I necessarily have to, if something doesn’t become a problem, I ain’t loosing sleep over it. Which is why I’m annoyed at myself that I can’t let this go. I was going to do as my girl, Lily adviced: go with the flow and enjoy the ride, I just wish I knew where I was well, riding to?I just want to know what he’s thinking, what he wants. I know he wants to fuck me, he’s made no secret of that, I see it in his eye, the intensity of his desire. He wants to fuck me until neither of us can see straight. And I’m all on board with that, hell we almost did in his room this morning, if sky hadent interrupted. I run a hand through my head, scratching at my itchy scalp. I just want to know about the other thing, the mate thing. When I spoke with lily she wondered why he hadent brought it up and I told her I sure as hell wouldn’t if he doesn’t. I’m beg
"Alina sweetheart?” Emma’s voice calls from the kitchen. I was just about to take my leave after waking up alone, not that I minded. I’m feeling well rested. It seemed the nightmares stay away when I share a bed with Zayne. Like he’s something even nightmares steer clear from. I laugh at the thought.“Is that you?” Her voice comes again. And I almost stomped my feet. Not like I was sneaking out, just leaving very quietly.I cross the distance and peak my head into the kitchen. “Morning Emma” then my eyes widen. There’s three other women in here with her. “Oh, hi”“Join us for tea, have you had breakfast yet?” “Er, I’m okay” I try to say but Emma is already opening a shelve to take out another mug, The second woman pushes a chair back for me a small smile on her lips. Maria I think. Joule’s mother. The other two women are I don't know their names but I've seen them with Emma a few times around the compound. “Sit child” she says with a soft smile. And I just know I’m in for it, what?
My neck is still slightly flushed even after my cold shower, I walk eyes downcast to avoid anybody as I make my way to my patrol post. So glad today’s one of those days and not training.I frowned, Knowing I’ll never be able to go by the compound or face Emma again after their line of questioning. Then my embarrassment paved way to annoyance. Like what’s their business if I decide to take my time? And they should be taking it up with him and not me.Time and time again I've wondered the same thing they have and frankly, I'm tired of thinking about it. That's it!I'm not going to keep bothering myself with this whole thing. And everyone should mind their freaking business period. Simple and shut. During patrol, when an army green truck paused close by and Sky jogged over to converse with the driver, I might or might have not slipped directly behind Micah until the truck was far, far away.“Were you just hiding behind me?” Micah had asked. “Hm no, why would I do that?” I responded lo
“You look like death” Mile comments as I enter the kitchen.“Feel like it” I reply as I walk further into the kitchen making way for the fridge. Lily is sitting beside Mile with Mara on her other side, who has a book in front of her.And… the fridge is empty, so I make for the fruit basket on the counter instead snatching off two juicy looking apples. And a peach.I bite into the peach first, sweetness explodes on my tongue, dribbles of juice escaping down my chin. By the time I’m done with it my entire palm is stained with peach juice, I lick my lip and go for the apple next, biting a huge chunk out of it.“Why are you attacking the poor fruits” I hear Lily ask. I turn to her. “I needed something sweet” biting of another chunk this time I try to chew slowly.She gives me a resigned look. “You look like you need more than that. Let’s go sit outside with the others for a while, you could use some air”I shake my head joining them at the table.Mile tries to go for my other apple, I sho