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That night he was fierce with me, fucking me into the bed. Edging me and not letting me reach climax for what felt like hours, deep strokes and changing the rhythm the closer I got. ”Did I tell you,” I whisper “You look so badass and powerful in your office when you are on one of your calls or meetings I get so wet I want you to fuck me while you’re going on about territories and treaties?” my words end in a gasp as he growls in my ear from behind, his fingers playing between my legs, rubbing my clit, my knees tremble. “Is that what you think about when you see me?” He rocks his hips at a steady pace until pleasure washes through me. He turns me over unto my back spread my thighs and thrust his tongue into my mouth, his cock finding its way back inside me “We’re going to make that a reality one day, hmm?” When he finally let me reach completion it had been earth shattering. I lay back blinking to get my eyes to stop seeing stars when he whispered “Do you want him?” I almost hadn't
BLUE MOON 101
***While we wait on Mars to deliver on the report, Zayne and I on a standstill on our argument for the next two days, I however I’m not ready to let it go, I will convince him to see things my way when the time is right, for the time being, I spend most of my time in the woods or go on walks around the pack to test myself on my endurance, honing my abilities like a sharpened sword, waiting to when I can sink it into the throat of the guilty ones when I get my hands on them. All the while doing my own little investigations, asking anyone who is able to talk about it what they remembered on the last days before the attack, did we have any enemies, anything that seemed odd, anything at all. The guys at the lodge are witnesses after all, never heard of any investigation that didn’t include questioning of witnesses. There hasn’t been any breath through but I’m not giving up.I’ll never give up.Heat wakes me, it spreads from my belly, down my thighs to my toes curled in the sheets, the
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My knees are a little shaky when I rise from the couch. “What is it?” I wave at him when he goes to stand up “I’m alright, just feeling a little cooped up, I think I’ll go for a walk” I wrap my arms around my middle, suddenly feeling very drained. He is at my side a moment later. “You’re upset” he noted. “A lot about this doesn’t make sense, no matter how many times I think about it, I just can’t make sense of it” Zayne takes my hand, “If there’s one thing I’ve learned, you cannot make sense of evil, it’s just it” I nod because he is right. And evil like that deserves to be eradicated from the face of the earth. “If you want some air, I’ll walk with you” “I don’t want to distract you” I try, knowing he has got to be bombarded with work for taking a few days off to take care of me. “I want to,” he says firmly, turning me around to the door. It is early evening already Zayne had paused by the room to help me into a sweater before we stepped out. We pass by a few people who pa
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I spend the next few hours on my phone, while Zayne works quietly. “Would you like to see the report?” My eyes snap to him. “Y-you have it?” I stammered, and my heart jumps into my throat. “Sitting in my inbox as we speak” My heart skips a beat in my chest I begin to get up slowly. Zayne must see the tremor in me because he suggests. “Or we can go to bed now, look at it with fresh eyes in the morning.” I’m already shaking my head, “I don’t think I would be able to sleep now, not now that I know it’s here” I come around his table to stand beside his chair. “You might not be able to sleep after you see it.” It must be very graphic then. “It’s nothing I haven’t seen before” “I can take a look instead, tell you what I find” he offers. I shake my head negatively, unable to say anything. I stand beside him, my heart in my throat but I force my legs to stand strong, my knees to stop to stand strong, and my spine to straighten. The cursor blinks on the message icon, with Mars’s n
BLUE MOON 104
I need to speak with Zayne about what I overheard last night, even after the others left he didn’t come up, he must have stayed up till morning. I couldn’t sleep either. I don’t think it was meant for my ears but I’m glad I heard it, the enforcers are beginning to get concerned. That worries me more than anything. I wonder how long they’ve been having meetings like that. I need to do something about it, what though? I have no ideas but something has to be done, hence why I need to talk to Zayne. I feel like kicking myself. I can’t believe how selfish I’ve been, so focused on getting the justice I’m owed, I didn’t think about how it might affect Dark Woods as a whole until Jida pointed it out. Zayne supports my bid for justice. As my mate and an Alpha, he felt the same need to avenge his father and his pack as I do right now. In the past year, it was all I thought about, it was what I wanted the most, I trained for it, and through blood and sweat, I got strong, and acquired the sk
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*** “Alina, of Dark Woods” I correct with clenched teeth. Being born during a blue moon and a silver one isn’t all I am. I am a person, a Dark Woods enforcer, a mate, I have friends, a life, and I will not be objectified. Zayne will be here soon, no doubt he’ll be displeased to know I disobeyed his order to remain at the compound, but I have to face this, face them, I can’t keep hiding behind my Alpha. I refuse. Colton grins one sharp fang glinting, “Not for long” I laughed a little “I very much doubt that” “You think because your alpha has won every other challenge, he will defeat me?” he sounds cocky “I know so.” “Lucas of Greyhounds, Jack of Silver Moon, Thomas, William, Ben, Cade” a wide smile appears on his lips as he says my birth father’s name, “To name a few all defeated by the infamous Zayne Woods. “But that’s the difference between me and them, I know his secret, and with that, I will defeat him easily, of course, you can avoid bloodshed by making this easy. Denounce
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*** I wander the woods for a while before walking back to the compound alone, I don’t try to go after Zayne, I won’t find him, I didn’t mean to challenge or disobey him, it was never my intention to undermine his authority, it just happened. I respect him too much for that. The house is quiet when I step in shutting the door quietly behind me. Not even a sound from the kitchen, I make my way slowly up the stairs, I don’t want to be in our bedroom right now so I head to the den, under the table are board games I’ve played with Oliver and the guys more times that I can remember. I rub down my face, wondering what now? Pushing up the sleeves of my hoodie, I slip my hands into the front pocket, I frowned thoughtfully then slipped my right finger out. What is-“How did this get here?” I flip the folded piece of paper through my fingers. What the hell? I turn the strange object in my hand slowly, it looks to be folded into a children’s plane. “How strange” I try to think how this could
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During the day, I lay on the bed with my eyes open, I don’t see anything, or feel anything, my mind, blank. Zayne lets me wallow in misery as long as I eat, I force myself to swallow the food else he doesn’t leave. I can’t think, I can’t sleep, I’m too scared to close my eyes, the guilt eats at my core draining every last bit of strength I have until I pass out and that’s when the nightmares come, it taunts me so darkly, so vivid. I wake up, screams at the back of my throat, half expecting to see the world painted red with blood. I hear my parents calling my name, asking me why. And I can’t face them, so I run. Not even being with Zayne prevents the nightmares. I don’t try to shield myself from them, I deserve it, this is my just punishment. So, each night, Zayne smooths my hair, damp with sweat and tears, he tells me it wasn’t my fault, I didn’t ask the puppet master to come after me. I tell him I did that by existing, that I should have been there. He tells me I wouldn’t have bee
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