Chapter Forty Three

Ana's POV:

I turn and I force myself to open my eyes. I check the time on my phone and get up . I wish I could just lie here with him all day , all night , even my whole life but that's just how it is supposed to be. I hug myself and try to find my clothes. God , why is it so cold right now? I search under my bed to find my top but I find myself looking at the shreds of the shirts , all teared . How did my shirt tore? Oh,yeah. Drew did that. My cheeks heat up at the memory of last night. I was so close to losing my virginity to the man I love the most. I almost caved and went through with it but the thought of leaving him was enough to make me think otherwise. I don't want my first time with him to be a pity fuck or a goodbye fuck. I want it to be meaningful , something nice and ever lasting. I had to stop him before it got to the point of no return and he immediately stopped and pulled back when I asked him to stop. Just like a gentleman, at first I thought he would be angry like most