A month laterIt has been a month since Nikolas and I started going out and to say it was amazing is an understatement, it was fantastic,he is really caring and funny. I really like this side of him. Today he bringing Max along with him to my house. Did I also tell you he moved to Colorado last week just to stay closer to me. Brittany and Crystal are home today so Max can be left with them. Nik says he has a surprise for me today. He didn't exactly tell me what it was but he only asked me to bring extra clothes. I wore a white off shoulder jumpsuit with tiny straps and some black heels. I decide not to do make up today,I'm going natural.I curly my hair and add some little oil to brighten it. I need to get some braids in tomorrow. I'm thinking of knotless, I'll decide later.I hear the door bell ring, I decide not check it out because Brittany was in living room."Lia,it is for you" she shouts for me."I'll be there in a minute"I say as I grab my small duffle bag and purse and wen
Mature content ahead I'm suddenly thrown onto the soft bed. I'm nervous right now,it not like I'm not ready I am ready, I just don't want to feel the pain people keep talking about.When we were coming here I didn't think of losing my virginity, but I think Nik had another plans, because right now in this moment I'm not thinking about anything apart from him.I suddenly find my self on his laps kissing him like there is no tomorrow,his hands room my back and I wrap my hands around his neck pulling him closer to me. When softly bites my bottom lips,I let out a gasp and he takes that opportunity to shove his tongue into my mouth, exploring. His hands keeps tracing my back while I grind against him."So impatient"he rasps and I moan.His hands slips pass my straps sending shivers down my spine. Our tongue dances with each other ,but as soon as his hands cups my breast under my dress,I pull away."Oh Nik"I moan,but he only traces the kiss down my neck nibbling on it."Yh baby,you like
I wake up with the smell of beacon and Milo drink my favorite. I turn to see I'm all alone on the bed, I smile to myself as the memories of yesterday to me. I can't believe I lost my virginity to Nik,a man I hated not long ago.I get down from the bed a immediately stop when I felt pain between my thighs. It hurts so bad. I begin to limp into the bathroom. I did my business, brush my teeth and went back to the bedroom. I see his shirt from yesterday and I pull it on, I inhale the scent of his cologne,it smelt like honey and mint, I just love it. I walk out the door to look for the kitchen.Once I find it ,I see a shirtless Nik standing behind the stove making some eggs. Hmmm, he looks so yummy, his toned defined back looks so hot and muscular. I could lick all day. I stand biting my lips thinking about the dirty stuff he said to me yesterday."I can feel you starting at me love" he says and turns to face me. "Good morning. This place smells nice"I tell him with a smile."Come sit. I
Nik just texted me that they are on their way home. I didn't tell him about Isabella, who is now asleep with her daughter on the couch. Something weird is going on.Sixteen minutes has pass and I'm done with dinner. I hear the door open and I rush to see Nik "Hello baby"I say and kiss me slowly"Hello your son is here mommy" Max says with a pout."Mummy??"I hear someone say behind me, I turn around to see Isabella fully awake staring at us."Bella, what are you doing here?"Nik asks surprise like I was not long ago. "Ermmm.... can I speak to you privately"she says nervously avoiding eye contact. Nik looks at me and then back to Isa."Yh let's go to my office"Nik says and pecks my forehead. I don't know what is going on but I hate it when Nik keeps secrets from me. "Mummy I'm hungry"I hear Max whisper shyly into my ears."Okay baby sit down, lemme bring you some pasta, okay" I tell him and he nods.When I came back I saw Isabella's daughter finally awake talking to Max. I mean whispe
I'm still so very surprised that Grey out of all people could do this to Isa. "What are going to do now?"I ask her thinking of what would become of her and her daughter."I don't know, maybe I'm going to with you guys for a while, Nik is trying to help me move far away from America, may Australia, India or even Africa. Any where I be low key and be away from Him . I need to raise my princess in a Healthy environment" she says sniffing."Oh you can move to stay with my grandpa . He stays at Albania, he'll love for you to stay there. I'll contact him"I tell her excited, I remember my father's dad lives in Albania with his new wife."Oh thank you so much. I don't know how to repay you"she sniffs"You can pay me by being happy again. No more crying okay"I say and hug her.Just in time the children came downstairs holding each other,"Mummy,mama"they both at the same time and come to hug us."Mummy, Espe and I are hungry, we want pancakes with Strawbedies"Max says,"It is Strawberries Max
Two months laterIt has been two months since Isabella started to leave with us and everything is great. I have grown closer to Esperanza who is a naturally shy girl but fun to be around with. Isa and I started off from were we left off.Nik and I are doing very well, so is Brittany and Clayton, Justin is still on his travel around the world still in Africa, I think Kenya. He recently told me about his change of sexuality after meeting a very beautiful Ghana girl, but he doesn't want rush things so he only keeps in touch with her. But they are friends.I'm very nervous today because Nik and I are going to meet his parents. They are now in Colorado to visit him and Max. I'm so excited and nervous,will they like me.Isabella is helping me with the dress and make. Nik will be here any minute from now to pick me up.I stand Infront of the mirror looking at my self, I don't want to look like a slut Infront of them. I really love Nik and I want them to like me also. I don't want to lose
A month has passed since the dinner with Nik's parents. For the past 2 weeks Nik has been very distant, we don't have a conversation more then two minutes. He is always on a phone call with someone, Isabella is also acting strange, I think she knows what is going on but anytime is ask her she tells me it is nothing.Right now Nik and I are sitting in the patio spending sometime alone with Max, Isa and Esperanza are both taking a nap in the living room. Max is telling us about his school and how it is fun and has made many friends."Daddy tomorrow we will finally paint the big wall in my class. I can't to do it with Kylie and Jordyn" Max says"Oh who is Kylie?" I ask teasingly,his cheeks immediately tint pink." She is just a friend in my class "he says shyly."Awww Max got a girlfriend"I tease and he groans"Mummy no,stop that"he whines and I burst into laughter, he climbs onto my laps and buries he face into the crock of my neck.Nik kisses his hand and when he was about to kiss me
Nikolas never came home that day, he didn't come the next also and now it has been a week now. I haven't spoken to Isabella because I always avoid her. I told Brittany everything and she promised to come to Fundraiser tomorrow night. It is now Monday morning and I'm working from home today, I walk to kitchen to see Isabella making breakfast as usual. I finally decided to master up the courage and talk to her."Good morning"I mumble"Good morning,I made breakfast "she says softly. I let a sigh and turn to face her."Isabella I'm so sorry about what I said the last time. I wasn't in any position to use it against you. Can you forgive me"I tell her"I know Mia, I should be apologizing because I should have told you about Joanna. I'm also sorry. I know it hurts you and you just wanted let it out" she says and opens her arms for me, I immediately run to hug her and begin sobbing."Shhh,it is all going to alright" I says soothingly rubbing my back."Why is he doing this to me" After cryin