I thought things would be great for part two weeks but boy was I wrong. Nik and I's relationship has gotten worse has the days goes by. We argue about almost everything, even the smallest little talk will turn to full blown argument which would result to him leaving or we sleep in separate rooms.It is really getting to me. I thought things would be better but I guess a one sided love isn't as great as I thought. Maybe I'm being too clingy, maybe I'm the problem but I'm willing to give up yet, I'm going to get my Nikolas back.So today I'm planning.a picnic for us, it isn't anything cliche but it is for sure romantic.I slowly knocked on the bedroom door where he slept yesterday because we had argument about Max going to a play date.I open the door to see him standing there wearing only a towel around his waist drying his hair. He looks so yummy, with the water dropping from his hair and trails down to his chest and down to his torso.Keep it together Amelia, no dirty thought."Hey
The day we had sex at the park,yh nothing really happen, we just fucked everyday and have some some family time once in a while. It has been 3 weeks now, my mom called last Friday to tell me my father's health is worsening,so I asked Clayton permission for some break to visit them and he agreed. I'll be leaving after Nik's dad party, which will be next month. I might take max with me so he can meet my family. Today Isa, Brittany and I are going shopping for baby stuff, she wants to prepare everything. We are meeting her at the mall which is only 15mins drive my the penthouse....................... "Oh Brits I have missed you so much" I say hugging her, we are now at the mall. "Me too Mia, how are you Isabella and your daughter?"she asks "We are doing well, still preparing for Albania" she says with a small smile. It is hard for her to leave but it's for the best. A new life and opportunity for them since Grey doesn't want them back. Nik told me he is now with his new baby
Isabella's funeral was a memorable one. We took Esperanza to see her mom for the last time before explaining to her what happened to her mom. She asked why she was sleeping in blue gown and not in a PJs. She is so adorable, all friends and co workers from the club came to bid her good bye. Expect Grey,he didn't show up to even be with his daughter. Nik's parents have decided to adopt her legally but will make sure she never forgets her mom. Isabella all left her a trust fund money so she wouldn't lack anything.Well that was 2 weeks ago, today is the day of the party thrown by Nik's parents. I'm going to be lonely since Brittany can't make it and Isa is gone.I'm already dressed up ,I'm meeting Nik there with the kids."Max are you guys ready?"I ask once I get to the hall way. "Yes mummy"he yells back and I go to the hall to see him in his cute little tux looking like a mini Nik.", Wow you both look amazing. Common let me take a picture" I say loving their outfit, Esperanza is wea
4 Years later"Mummy can I bring this to sister" my son asks me."Sure honey,just don't get some into your air or else you'll get sick and go the doctor"I tell him and he scrunchies his nose. I take his hands and walk to the check point to pay for the flowers. ", That would 30 pounds please"he says and I give her 50 bill and asks her to keep the change.We leave the store in a hurry, we don't want to late to visit my baby girl. I put my son in his car seat ,fasten his seat belt and we drive off to a place I hate most in the world.After an hour of driving we finally get to where my daughter has been living for the part three years. This place was too quiet and I didn't like it, but I know my girl isn't alone,she has people to take care of her.I carry my son and also the flowers and slowly walk into my most hated place in the world, the cemetery. My daughter's home.I walk slowly till I got a grave with a small head stone which reads Fernanda Kiara Miller
4 Years ago (at the party)Sometimes I really don't understand my parents. Just wake up one day and want to throw a party because the house feels lonely. I take a sip of my wine looking at the guests coming in, most if them are here with their mistress because damn those girls are young enough to be their daughters.I since I don't want to engage in any conversation with these old folks I decide to make check on Amelia.Me:are you here here yet. This place is kinda boring 😩Amelia:Just leaving the penthouse will be there in 30minutes.Me:I bet you look stunning, no panties 😋🤤Amelia: you'll see for yourself 😉I smile at the last message and I look up to see Joanna entering the house. Fuck that dress, she wearing a red backless which is some inches above her thighs, revealing those creamy fleshy thighs.Fuck, I shouldn't be saying thinking those but I couldn't help it. I'm still in love with her and I'm doing my best to have a closure with her a d move on with Amelia. I have feeli
Mummy is Auntie Kathy and Else going to be here today?"my son asks excitedly,"Yes baby, she will here soon,she just arrived at the airport"I tell him while I button his shirt.I met Kathy in Poland last year during a vacation with my son. She invited me for coffee and we talked about things that happened in the past. She now owns a restaurant in Poland after divorcing her Arabian husband. She is married to a doctor she meet on a dating site in Poland and they a daughter and one on it way. She told me she saw what happened on the news and she was sorry for being greedy. I forgave her and we picked things up from where we left off.Today we are celebrating Franco's 4th birthday and he wants everyone to be there. Invited a few of my employees and friends from my previous firm.My mom, Giovanni and Enzo came in yesterday, Giovanni is in college so he can't stay long, Carlos couldn't make it because he has a match today but he still sends his gift."Mummy will daddy be here"he asks sadl
3years ago (a year after Amelia left) It has already been a year since Joanna and I got back together. I'd be lying if I said I am not happy, because I am. My son has warm up to Joanna but what worries me is him not calling her mummy, it is always"ma'am or Joanna " with him,I guess she doesn't mind because she doesn't complain.My parents decided to move to LA for Esperanza's seek, so she can get a fresh start. My son has become really distance from me over the months and sometimes I hear him cry in his room alone. I think I'm going to take him to a therapist, maybe he is overwhelmed by everything that happened.Did I mention Joanna and I have a daughter now, well I didn't expect that but I have a little princess now. Although I'm happy with Joanna and my new family, I still feel this void in my heart. Like something is missing and I have been longing for it. I just hope in time it goes away for the seek of my children. I don't want them experiencing a broken marriage again. I
A year ago "Oh innocent Nikolas, you were so blinded by your love for me you couldn't even see it was all a plot to get her out of your life"she says chuckles and it hits me hard, Amelia was innocent I didn't believe her.There is a painful twist in my heart,like some is stabbing me."You are so stupid thinking I'll love you again, oh wait I didn't love you at all in first place, I was just attracted to you. It has been Mark all along even before we got married, I was with him,it him I loved but I couldn't get to him because he was too personal,so I used you Nik and you fell for it like stupid man you are" she continues with a wicked smirk"Why?why would you do all this? If you didn't love me,why did it have to affect Amelia" I spat at her"Well I must admit, I was kind of jealous of her. I didn't want anyone to make you happy apart from me and she was taking my son's attention.You were too blinded by past love ,you didn't notice you were in love with her"she replies without a care i