Chapter 79

3years ago (a year after Amelia left)



It has already been a year since Joanna and I got back together. I'd be lying if I said I am not happy, because I am. My son has warm up to Joanna but what worries me is him not calling her mummy, it is always"ma'am or Joanna " with him,I guess she doesn't mind because she doesn't complain.

My parents decided to move to LA for Esperanza's seek, so she can get a fresh start.

My son has become really distance from me over the months and sometimes I hear him cry in his room alone. I think I'm going to take him to a therapist, maybe he is overwhelmed by everything that happened.

Did I mention Joanna and I have a daughter now, well I didn't expect that but I have a little princess now. Although I'm happy with Joanna and my new family, I still feel this void in my heart. Like something is missing and I have been longing for it.

I just hope in time it goes away for the seek of my children. I don't want them experiencing a broken marriage again. I