Bella's POV"Did you take the pill?"His question send another twisted wave of panic in my gut.I don't know that my hand shaking because of Air conditioner which on full speed in the car or its because of panic. "Yes, I did"My voice is terribly weak and i hate it. Alex must have sensed it, he intertwined one hand with mine while one was resting on the steering wheel. "I know you are not feeling well... Don't worry you will be fine, I'll make you your favorite pasta... How does it sound, huh?"He kissed my cheek. To be honest the way he said that 'thank god, you are not pregnant' after that I didn't feel the same energy in his kiss. Those words broke something in my heart.I know he must have his own reasons for not wanting a kid but did he tried to take my opinion on the same. I might want the baby. He didn't even ask. I want to tell him but my gut is telling me it's not the right time. I am not ready to tell him but eventually I have to tell him. He should know. Will he be ha
Bella's POVFuck, if this is my condition now. I don't know what is going to happen in next nine months.Constant vomiting and feeling nauseous is taking toll on me. I called the same doctor, she said it will get better with time. I hope so.We came back in the morning. I went to college, submitted my assignments and came back because I can't sit in the class like this. Alex is still in his office.I am yet to inform him about the situation. I have to tell him today. I can't wait any longer.Till he comes back i should consult with Maa too. Thankfully she is home today. But i hope she is not busy with her rude husband. They are always together like love birds. I knocked on the door and heard soft 'come in'.I peaked inside and entered. Mr. Marino is not here so my way is clear."Bella!"She looked at me with smile while keeping big album aside."So you finally decided to declare the good news."I looked at her confused, does she already knows about pregnancy. Impossible!"I didn't ge
Bella's POVAlex was shocked for a moment like my words are playing in his mind. I heard thumped against my rib cage looking at his face. I can see that he didn't like the news."Fuck!"He breathed out the curse. "Come here, i am so sorry..."He pulled me in a tight hug. It means he is not angry or upset, right? He hugged me because he is happy too. He wants this baby too. I wrapped my hands tightly around him. Thank God, he understands. "I am sorry... I couldn't tell you earlier... I was scared... That night doctor told me that i am pregnant..."I confessed but what he said next made shocked to the core. "Don't be scared Bella... We will abort it."Oh my God! My hands froze around him. Suddenly his embrace started feeling strange and weird. No this can't be real, may be i heard it wrong. He can't say that, not my Alex. I looked at him confused, broke the hug and stepped away from him."Abortion?"I mumbled.He sighed rubbing his forehead like It's a problem."Yes, abortion...
Author's POVMassimo placed Bella on the bed. "Can you please call the doctor?"Grace said worried. "On its way"Massimo replied stepping back from the bed and looked at Grace."You were there... What happened to her?""I don't know..."Grace gulped nervously."We were standing in the corridor... She suddenly came out crying, Alexander was following her... They were arguing on something... She started crying and fainted... Dominick took Alex with him.""Do you have any idea?"He looked at Anamika."Or you guys have decided not to tell me anything... Why this girl is in this condition?... And why Alex is not with the girl he wants to marry..."Anamika rubbed her face and sighed."Bella is pregnant and Alex don't want the baby."Grace's throat tightened after hearing that. Here she is dying for the baby and Alex is fighting not to have it.Anamika noticed her glossy eyes."Grace... I am so sorry you have to deal with this... If you are not comfortable then__""I am fine... I should st
Author's POV"What took you so long?"Grace asked when Bella came back."You are looking pale Bella... Are you okay?""Yes... But i think i am feeling sleepy because of medicines i took..."Bella lied with assuring smile."We are done... Let's go home and then you can sleep comfortably..."Grace replied.Bella gulped down the lumb in her throat and followed Grace blinking back her blurry vision. Tight feeling around her chest was making her suffocate. "What took you so long honey?"Anamika asked."It was crowded"Bella answered."Okay let's go and don't stress yourself... It's not good for your health..."She said while opening the car door for her. "We'll deal with Alex... You don't have to worry about him... Next week we have to come back again for check up."Bella nodded and sat inside. She went home and went to sleep. Alex wasn't there. After taking medicines she was quick to fall in sleep. Alex came back when she was sleeping. He wanted to talk to her but wasn't ready to wake
Bella's POVI don't want this to be real. It's unbearable. My whole life was a lie. I started seeing hope of truth in Alex but he did the same. Everything inside me broke.Why people hate me, why do they always deceive me, why the abandon me? Am i that unlucky. My mind drifted back to the moment where Valentino met me. Valentino, My real father. "I don't trust you... Why would I trust you?"I asked when he said that he is my real father.My already heavy head started throbbing by his words. I am his daughter, is this even possible? I had no idea how to react on it. He cleared my doubts by showing me DNA tests and pictures of him and my mother. There is no way to deny that my mother was with him. Pictures says it all. It wasn't coincidence that My mother's name and Valentino's daughter's name was same, Amanda. "Why are you telling me this now"I asked refusing to cry. Why life is throwing one after another thing at me for which i am not ready. He eyes softened but hesitancy was
Alexander's POVIt's been almost an hour since Bella has woken up after two days. She is staring into nothing while keeping her hand on her empty belly. Eyes are not even blinking and it's running my blood cold.I was never scared of silence to this extent. I can't gather the courage to stand up from the couch on which i am sitting for two days and go to her. Hold her in my arms and tell her that it's okay. I can't, because she is not okay. She lost her baby for which she was fighting with me. She is in shock.I never wanted it to happen like this. I wanted to tell her that i have changed my mind, that i am ready for the baby but before that she pulled out that file and things took ugly turn. She didn't give me the chance to speak and before i stop her, it was too late. I feel like a shit now. I ruined everything. I ruined her. I was supposed to protect her. My guilt is eating me from inside. Never in my life i was this much speechless, i don't know what to say. My family has stop
Bella's POVIt's been month i have locked myself in the room. Feeling guilty that i spent it sleeping the whole day and night, i couldn't force myself to do anything. Valentino tried to make me do things, to get me out of the room but i wasn't in the condition nor in mood. Even if i have agreed to stay with him, i couldn't call him father. I just can't, i need time. I looked at the piles of books and magazines which he gave me to read. Pens and paints with blank paper to entertain myself. Mobile, TV, laptop everything. I didn't touch anything. Today i got periods, telling me that i am no longer pregnant. I couldn't protect my child. I am angry with myself. I should have been careful while running. Sometimes Alexander's words mocks me. 'you are not ready for the child'May be he was right, i was irresponsible. I am missing him but I won't forgive him for whatever he has done. Hiding things, controlling everything and Dominating my life. If he would have accepted our child, things