65. Fear of confession!

Bella's POV

"Did you take the pill?"

His question send another twisted wave of panic in my gut.

I don't know that my hand shaking because of Air conditioner which on full speed in the car or its because of panic.

"Yes, I did"

My voice is terribly weak and i hate it.

Alex must have sensed it, he intertwined one hand with mine while one was resting on the steering wheel.

"I know you are not feeling well... Don't worry you will be fine, I'll make you your favorite pasta... How does it sound, huh?"

He kissed my cheek.

To be honest the way he said that 'thank god, you are not pregnant' after that I didn't feel the same energy in his kiss. Those words broke something in my heart.

I know he must have his own reasons for not wanting a kid but did he tried to take my opinion on the same. I might want the baby. He didn't even ask.

I want to tell him but my gut is telling me it's not the right time. I am not ready to tell him but eventually I have to tell him. He should know.

Will he be ha