CHAPTER 58

Ryan's POV

I ache so desperately for the remaining months so she can go and I can be back to my normal self.

This is what she wants. If she wanted to be gone, then maybe she will be out of my mind as well.

I hate this pathetic feeling in me.

With my hand entwined with hers, we run all the way home. As soon as we are inside the massive gate, I let go of her hand and begin to walk faster so I can get away from her and away from the longing I feel.

When I step inside, I hurry towards the staircase. I need to get rid of these clothes and have a hot shower before going to bed.

I get to my door, open it and enter before proceeding to remove my clothes. I am halfway done when the door opens again and Valerie comes in.

I hear her locking the door from behind and I turn back. "What are you doing here?"

"I want to sleep", she answers indifferently and begins to take off her wet clothes too with her gaze still fixed on mine.

When she is done taking off the jacket and her top, leaving her in jus