CHAPTER 57

Valerie's POV

Netflixing for over two hours with a bowl of tasteless popcorn, I sigh deeply and take the phone and the cone of popcorn away.

I am bored despite the movie. I have lost interest in almost everything and nothing seems to kill the boredom.

Not even the popcorn.

Maybe it's because it is tasteless.

I am beginning to feel sick out of boredom. At first, I thought it was because I was in my room so I came over to Ryan's room so I could at least feel his presence but that only worked for a while because I am now dead bored.

I need a walk.

When I was unmarried and in a relationship with Fred, I barely felt bored but whenever I felt bored, the solution was easy.

Fred. Or parties.

I miss my old life. Not the relationship lifestyle but the enjoyable moments I had without having a cause to worry about anything.

Now, I am not just worried about Ryan and me as well as our relationship but also worried about my Parents.

Ryan is too cold for my liking. He is making me wish I never agreed