CHAPTER 56

Ryan's POV

The rage that fills me up even after apologizing to her is unexplainable. I can't explain the tightness in my chest and the sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I can't even control my anger anymore as I grit my teeth while sitting down in front of the bar counter downstairs and drinking the combination of wine and whiskey in my glass cup.

I wish this never happened. I wish I never told her how I felt, then maybe this wouldn't be happening.

She is still in love with him. He is her boyfriend. Or rather he was her boyfriend before I came along.

Perhaps, if she didn't get to know about the betrothal, she would have accepted his apology and accepted him back.

I guess it's not so easy to get rid of her first love. I guess she misses how he used to kiss her.

"Shit!" I voice out, slamming my fist on the counter and groaning in pain.

I never saw this coming. I didn't mean to be attracted but it just happened. I thought it wasn't a bad thing to be attracted to her since she is