Consequences

Astrid

I slammed the door behind me. What was that? What the hell is wrong with me? That was Micheal! Micheal! Why did I do that?

I feel so sick to my stomach. How could I do that to Lucas? I knew I needed to heal him but that was more than just the kiss of life. That was more and I know it. It shouldn't have been, it wasn't supposed to be more.

I slapped my head trying to get the memory of Micheal's kiss from my head. What is wrong with me? Lucas and I are happy. He's my husband, he's my everything. He's the one that keeps me together. Micheal always brought out this stupid dangerous side of myself and I don't like it. This isn't me.

Seeing him like that though. Hearing his screens of pain. I shook my head again. I can't. He could have died and it would have been my fault. I let him take the risk. I sent him away before I knew he was ready because I couldn't deal with what he said. I couldn't deal with the thought of his vision being true. After that damn kiss, I've probably put th