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Give me Time
Once in my room, I yanked off my dress replacing it with a pair of pajama pants and a tank top before crawling into my bed. I shouldn't be tired after my nap but I was exhausted both mentally and physically. Closing my eyes I wish I knew what Seth was doing, would he leave? Would he come in here and try and talk? It seemed neither was going to happen. If he had left I hadn't heard the door and he hadn't tried to come in the room.
I didn't really want to fight with Seth. I mean did it even matter if he was lying or not? It's not like I didn't know what the hell I was doing. I was being a damn idiot. Sighing I rolled over on my back putting an arm over my face. Seth would always be just beyond my reach. I guess that's why they called celebrities stars, always visible but never obtainable.
Rolling to my side I was more than a little annoyed that Seth hadn't come in the room yet. I had probably blown his high and now he was having to smoke again. Closing my eyes I just wan
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