Thirty: Emma's P.O.V

I did not know how long I had been in the closet, I did not have a watch, a mobile phone, or anything. I was hot, tired, thirsty, and hungry. I wanted to get out so bad, but Cole locked me inside and I did not know how to get out. I hated dark and closed places and now I was being kept in a small dark area. I felt like I was being suffocated, out of breath, and about to die.

Other than what I have done to Mila, I was clueless about what I did wrong in my life to deserve all of that. Was karma serving me what I deserved for what I had done to Mila? I could not find any logical explanation for all that I went through in my life but that.

I was dead, emotionally dead. I was just a walking body on this Earth, a walking body that only got abused and belittled every single day. I missed feeling safe, I missed feeling happy, I missed my old life. I ruined everything with my own hands, I pushed away true friends and chose snakes over them. I had the opportunity to be friends w