Chapter 2: How it started

Flashback...

I walk into the bar filled with colorful smokes, people chattering, loud music that dominates the atmosphere and oh! It's Cheap thrills by Sia that is being played in the background. I looked around and saw a woman crying in the corner, a group of men and women laughing, heavy drinkers and guys among my age. I giggled as I rest my hands on the cold counter table of this bar. I planned to have a drink of two or more and as the night goes on, I'll be more comfortable and intoxicated. I'll let the noise of this place wash the pain away!

Why am I even here? Well, I'm giving myself a chance to cry, a good cry to forget Blake's betrayal. My damn ex boyfriend who betrayed me. How dare he cheat on me! Is it because I can’t give him his needs as a man? He had sex with another girl and he actually sent the video to me? What did he think? That he is the only man in the world? How narrow-minded. I drank the last glass of tequila and asked for another.

It's time for me to move on, he's not a loss and at least now I know what to do next. A few minutes later, I took a few more glasses of tequila and took a sip, feeling the alcohol in my throat. If only alcohol can heal the wound in my heart, I might drown myself in it.

Although I’m starting to feel dizzy, I still tried to stand up. Why did the waiter became two? Was it just one before? And besides, why does it look like its nose has widened and it seems like a board hit its wide forehead? Ah maybe I'm just drunk.

I was walking towards the rest room when something suddenly hit my weak body hard. In my annoyance, I cursed him and just passed the young man. When I got to CR, I immediately washed and looked at myself. This is the last time I will cry because of that idiot!

After I fixed myself, I went back to my place. Maybe I'll just book a cab to get home. Hey, why do I have to go through this?

"Hey, want to dance?" I was startled when suddenly someone whispered in my ear. The heat of his fragrant breath was terrifying, its smell mixed with wine and mint. I bit my lower lips, I looked at him, even though my vision was doubled, I couldn't deny that he was handsome, and maybe it was the effect of the alcohol that made me startle. But I'm okay, I am Lily Clarks and from now on I will be happy.

"Sure," and let me towards the crowd and placed my hand on his hard chest there.

"You cried? Let me guess. Broken hearted?" I turned and looked away. He grabbed my waist causing my heart to beat faster. "I can hear your heart," the man grinned and laughed softly. He placed his finger on my chin and raised it, "Look at me.”

My heart is now pounding very fast and I can almost hear it. "Your dress suits your shape," he said and he winked.

"Likewise," I answered.

We're in the middle of our dance when suddenly the music changes. It became erotic and it felt so right. His arms tightened around my waist as our body moved in rhythm. He pulled me closer to him and it was automatic that I wrapped my arms around his nape. His touch is electrifying that sends shivers down my spine. I am desperate to kiss his red sexy lips.

I don't know that I've been staring at his face for a few minutes, those chocolate eyes with fluttering eyelashes, aristocratic nose, thick eyebrows, and oh those perfect jaw line and chiseled chin. I am drooling he is the chiseled features of a male model.

"Stop examining my face," he chuckled. I was embarrassed to smile at him. I have to play it cool. He shouldn't know that I'm ashamed of what I did. "You look so fucking hot," his voice was hoarse. I could feel his hands trailed down my legs up to my seat he slapped it with gentle and smoothed it.

I moaned subtly against the back of his neck. He adjusted my height bringing my face close to his. That's how much I was shocked by what he did next.

Oh my hell! His lips crashed against mine!

Dang! It's hot!

He's now spanking my buttocks in a way that doesn't hurt, he lingers on me, it got me so high and I can't fuckin' breath. I don't how but we ended up in the dark part of the bar. By doing those stuff I suddenly felt a strange sensation that I had never felt before.

My hands start traveling slowly inside his shirt.

Oh my goodness! His abs are all hard!

I was startled to feel his hot breath near my ear, he licked my earlobes and kissed my neck, sucking it.

I close my eyes at the sensation he makes me feel. Damn he is a good kisser, he started unbuttoning my dress, his hands traveling in every part of my body whispering words that make me anticipate for more.

"Not here babe," then he smirked.

The next thing I knew, I was in a room with the stranger, having a passionate night with him. When I woke up the next morning, I found myself beside the man I met in the bar. I hurriedly got my clothes scattered on the floor without making a single noise to avoid the man from waking up. I'm too embarrassed for what I've done and the only thing I wanted was to run away and forget everything that transpired between us that night. It was a mistake I'd rather bury in my memories.

But seems like fate is so cruel to me and now I have to face the consequence of the disaster I brought upon myself.