33 Facing every one

I woke up deliciously aching everywhere. I unconsciously searched for Matt and found the space empty. I opened my eyes why was I dreaming again like a silly schoolgirl? Matt and I would never have a normal relationship whatever little bit we have will be lost after he divorces me. Three months is the lifespan of this so it wouldn't matter how close we are. I breathed heavily and got up. I walked determined to ignore my feelings for Matt. I got changed and went to the breakfast. I found my husband there however the newspaper paper lay untouched beside him. I saw Mrs Morgan trying to engage in a conversation with him but her questions were going unanswered.

"Good morning", I said with a relatively bright smile. He lifted his eyes and gave me a look that screamed lust. I couldn't help but blush at him. He leaned back as though he was relaxed now. Whatever dark thoughts he had were gone from his mind for now.

"How are you babe?", he asked with smoldering eyes.

"Good", I said. He raised his