…Tyler POV…
After way too many tequilas, we stumble our way to the B&B. To say that we are not completely drunk would be a blatant lie. But yet we are still very much capable of knowing what we are doing.Without warning, I try as we step through the door, I try to pick her up to carry her to bed. She giggles at my attempt, “Tyler, what are you doing?”
“What does it look like? I am carrying you to bed.”
“Tyler put me down,” she kicks and screams as I refuse to put her down.
Then true to her word, we both go crashing down. I only but chuckle at her while she laughs at me. I gently take her hand and pull her up.
“Let us go to bed.”
We both lay on top of the sheets staring at each other. Then she looks at me, “Tyler.”
“Yes, Jenna.”
“Say yes.”
I cock my head at her, frown out of confusion, “Yes to what?”
Day one after the admission was torture; day two was spent in agony, day three mostly crying, day four regret, day five staring down the bottom of a tequila bottle.I drove into the other town and topped up on as much tequila as I can. I wired money from my trust fund to Clara to give to Tyler for a couple of months of rent. I am here to live my life, not become dependent on someone else again.I got another bikini, a pink off-shoulder one. I don't think I gave it much thought as I generally hate pink. I think I might have been a little drunk when I bought it. It is practically the only thing I have worn for these past five days.I make my drunk ass up to the pool again; it is my afternoon of sun, music, and alcohol. I have upgraded myself to a mix disc giving me a bit more variety, but I still get stuck on one song. I blast the music load, grab my bottle of tequila and go sit on the pool steps.“When your day is long…And the night…The
Tyler has just left me a note saying that he loves me, but he cannot be with me. Is that supposed to make me feel better? What does that even mean? I do not know how one can say he loves you, but yet he cannot be with you. Is there something he is hiding? Or does he just not feel the same way about me?Regardless of what it is, it still stings; it still hurts. Tyler might think that he is the only one walking with a bruised heart. Well, I do too. It does not mean that if I left Brendan that I do not hurt. I do; he really has no idea what I have been through.I really feel that I need to talk to somebody, so I get dress and make my way back to phone Sandra. With much luck, she will be available today. So it is with eager fingers that I swipe up and final her number."Hi, Sandra, can we do lunch today?""Sounds like a great idea; meet you at the diner in an hour."Little under an hour, I drive out of the property. As I leave, I see Tyler come in. I l
This past week has been challenging. Tyler and I are trying to move back to before me, telling him I am in love with him, and he telling me that he loves me.I can't keep wondering whom we are really fooling, ourselves or each other. It seems that this moving backward comes easier to him. There are days that I really get angry at Clara; she is the reason he has become this way.I have been here for three months now, I have settled very well, and I have made a few close friends. I believe I have found my new home, but on days like these, though, the days that I miss Tyler, I can't help think that maybe I should just move back home. I don't think there will be a future between Tyler and me, not the future I really want.Standing in the shower, I can hear Tyler burst through the front door. With rather an urgency, he calls after me, "Jenna.""Yes?""Where are you?""In the shower.""Can I come to scrub your back?""You can come to
…Tyler POV…I know that Jenna can’t do this, and perhaps it was selfish of me to ask her to come when I know how terrified she is. And the thing is, that I love her too damn much to let her go through any pain, but if this is something that she cannot do, then I will not let her. So I have no problem turning the car around and take her home. And that is exactly what I am going to do.“Tyler, what are you doing.”“I am taking you home.”“Please don’t, I can do this, just as long as I have you by my side then I can do this.”“Jenna, are you sure? I don’t want you to torture yourself through something that is going to give you a great deal of pain.”“Yes, I am sure. So what are we doing first?”Now I know that she is going to hate me, for I did perhaps only told her that we are only going to the wedding, where in fact there is a bit more to this. So
…Tyler POV…Never has one woman consumed me in total ecstasy as much as Jenna does. In the tormented passages of my mind, I can feel her delicate fingers running down my sculpted chest as she lays spread over my body. In nothing but red lace, she fills the empty spaces that are only meant for her. Even though my hands have the desire, I will leave her untouched. I want to take my time with her; I want to feel her presence and let her linger until she begs.Somehow I think that it is me that is going to do the begging. I will count the seconds as I patiently wait to explore her body and soul. I want her to not only be with me; I want us to become as one. She shall be the one that will be Tyler Moore's undoing, in fact, she has, but I have been too scared to admit it to her yet.So with what could only be described as endless hours, I have been counting the seconds as they crawled in anticipation. I have been waiting for this moment, this moment until
...Tyler POV... As we step into the room, we come to a stop at the foot of the bed. As I turn to her, those deep blue eyes tell me so many stories, but what they tell the most is that she wants me just as much as I need her. As she starts to speak, I softly press my finger against her soft velvety lips. "Ssshhh, Jenna." But then I add... "Unless if you want me to stop." She answers by loosening the buttons of my shirt slowly one by one; I watch as her hands are slightly trembling. I take her hand to stop it from shaking and let my lips seek hers instead; it is all she needs to take that edge off her nervousness. In no time, she has me bare in front of her; she runs her fingers over the lines of my muscled chest. It sends ripples of pleasure to every corner of my body. Then she slowly pulls my shirt off over my shoulders. I scrunch her dress together; it finds its way over her head and into a pile next to my shirt. With
It is the day after a weekend spent with Tyler in absolute bliss. The wedding was breathtaking and so were the moments of intimacy that I spent in his arms. The way he held me and the way he made me feel was once a reminder of the feelings that we both share but are yet too afraid to mention. Yes, every minute of the weekend that we shared together was against all our rules, though we did not seem to care at all for we broke them over and over again without any fail. What else is breaking them without fail, is waking up this morning with his glorious sight next to me.He is lying next to me with his body completely exposed; he is still sleeping. He looks so innocent; under that facade is a hungry man. A man wanting love just as bad as I do. His body screams perfection. Behind those closed lids are the most beautiful brown eyes that can see straight into your soul. A perfect chiseled jaw, a tantalizing bronze skin, a chest so hot it can melt butter, his rippled abs beg to be t
I am going back to the city; I am done with this town. I am done with Tyler; I am tired of waiting for him. I am tired of waiting for Tyler to tell me how he really feels. He cannot tell me that he loves me, he is too damn scared to get the words out of his mouth. The fact is, he will never tell me what he really feels for me. He is so hung up on what Clara did to him that he cannot see what is right in front of his eyes. I have been here waiting and waiting and I will wait forever. I am done with Tyler Moore. I am not waiting for him any longer. It is time I go back to where my real home is. So as I get home, and I start packing, then I hear Tyler bursting through the front door. I guess he has discovered what I have done with Clara. Well, does it truly look like I care? “Jenna!” His voice comes rumbling as he starts racing up the stairs. I only but turn away from him and carry on packing, “Tyler just leave me alone.” He steps