Chapter 39 – Unspoken Desire

As I lay on the bed, feeling physically clean but emotionally bewildered by the recent experience, Lucian was taking his bath, and the sound of running water filled the room.

What had just happened between us? How would I ever face him again?

The realization hit me like a tidal wave - had I just lost my virginity? We had been intimately close; he had touched and kissed me all over. Wasn't that what sex was? These questions swirled relentlessly in my mind, demanding answers.

My heart raced as I contemplated the implications of that moment. How would I handle similar situations in the future? Could I maintain control over my emotions?

My thoughts were in disarray, scattered like leaves in the wind, making it impossible to find clarity.

As I remained on the bed, deep in thought, Lucian emerged from the bathroom, his bare chest glistening with droplets of water. He wore only a towel wrapped around his lower half, and another in his hand, used to gently dry his wet hair.

The room felt