I drop to the floor.
Everything goes black.
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I wake up.
My head is pounding, it feels like a freight train has made mush of my head. It is throbbing like shit.
Did my drunk ass fall down?
Before I can even think of opening my eyes, there is a blow to my head.
Everything goes black.
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At the club with Kenton…
Kenton ~“Who is the last one that saw Trayton?”
Dominic ~“The bouncer and Jacklyn.”
Kenton ~“Get that bitch over here.”
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In all my years, I always got the job done, I left no survivors and I never got seen. I was a ghost, I went in and out even before the body hit the floor. I am the best, I had no enemies that were seen as my rivals. Something must have changed.I have two faces staring back at me and I have no idea who they are. I can fully understand the man but I hardly ever take a woman. It is just something I will not do. The faces aren't even familiar as I run through targets that I can remember.Trayton ~“You will have to enlighten me but I don't know who you damn assholes are.”Man ~“Don't tell me your fucking sick ass cannot make some sort of resemblance.”Woman ~“I don't care if he remembers, I want the sack of shit dead.”Man ~“I told you we are not making it so easy for him.”Woman ~“And I told you we should just waste his ass.”Man ~“It was my fucking idea to catch the asshole.”Woman ~“And I am the one that found him.”Man ~“Should I take five minutes to applaud you? You were too damn stup
They say that you get served what you deserve, that the stone you throw today might be the one you trip over tomorrow. I have just stumbled over my rock. If I thought that my lifestyle would never come and slap me in the face, I was a complete fool. Here I am tied up to a chair with four people staring at me, each wanting to get their revenge in their own way.Mystery woman ~“I have been waiting for this day ever since that day you threw me out your club.”
I have come to realize that there is no such thing as perfect. Or maybe I just attract more bad than good. Perhaps for everything that goes well there is something that has to go wrong too. My baby got shot, I was waiting to see what this is going to do to her, but she is doing well. In fact so well that she is about to shove an ice block down my pants. Trayton ~
The worst thing a man can see is when the person he loves is crying. Sometimes there is absolutely nothing you can do but give a solid shoulder to cry on. I have never been one that knew how to comfort. I always use to shy away from showing any affection. Somewhat cold and somewhat insensitive.But meeting Ava ~ has all changed that. I have learned how to comfort her and to take her tears away. Even though it scares me shitless, I have stayed next to her and help her seethe way through. She is crying again, she is mumbling through a bunch of sobs and I don't understand a word.&nb
My life is about to change, again, some of it good and some of it bad, depending which side you standing from. How can a man like me give a life when I am the one taking lives. The sad thing is taking lives is a lot less scary than giving one. Nothing in life happens as it is planned, when things change you fall in with the new and you take it from there.I have been an asshole towards Ava. I think asshole is putting it lightly, very lightly. I have had a week to digest everything that has happened. I am going to be a father and I embrace it, I have stopped thinking like a selfish jerk and even though the excitement has not fully set in, I know it definitely wi
In an instant it is all away.Everything is taken away.My life is defined in only two moments. The first night I met her and the last night I saw her. Once I was running towards her and the past week I was only running away from her. Never once did I think I would loose her. At times we have had our fights but we always would get back together. I honestly thought this would be one of those times and not one of those defining moments.Trayton ~”Where the fuck is she? Do any one of you know where she is? WHERE IS SHE?”Mary ~”Trayton I was with her the whole day and she said nothing to me.”I dial her number.It rings.And rings.And rings some more.
With Ava …This is the first morning in a very long time that I wake up alone. The view from up here is absolutely amazing, it is kind of sad that I cannot share it with someone by my side. This is also the most alone I have been in a very long time too. There is a big part of me that just want to phone him but I know that I should be strong and not give in so easily to him. If things are meant to be then they will be.I need to start planning, I know I am only about eight weeks or so but I need to get to a doctor and also I need to start reading up on baby stuff because I know absolutely nothing.It is scary but I am so excited.But I wish Tray was here. I know I should not, he will just break my heart and crush the excitement I feel with the baby.I wonder if I can trust mom not to tell him that I have
My head is just about to explode. Why the fuck did I drink so much last night. In fact I have not stopped since she has been gone and quite frankly I do not give a fuck. Yes I am busy self-destructing and I don't care.It has been a week now and we no closer than what we were before. I miss her, I am really nothing if I don't have her. The emptiness is killing me, the loneliness is suffocating. How am I supposed to continue living if my reason for reason for living is gone.I drag my sorry ass downstairs, it is time to sober up again.Kenton ~”You look like shit.”Trayton ~”I am glad you so observant.”Dominic ~”And you smell like a fucking brewery.”Trayton ~”I am glad your senses are working.”