22. New leaf

    John Deere didn't stop taunting Bash even with him behind bars, he sent messages to his calling him a whore and that he would always be his sex worker. He soon made a monster out of Bash because he couldn't forgive himself for actually enjoying the abuse.

    Even with extensive therapy, Bash didn't get better like the others in his shoes. Most of the boys that thought they were gay discovered that it was because their first time was with a man and decided to rediscover their sexuality but Bash who had always liked boys since he was nine did not blame John for his sexuality.

    He began to do drugs from the money his benefactor gave him much to her dismay. He attempted suicide at some point due to depression. He was discovered in the showers with his wrists slit.

    He promised Pan