I sat on my desk and took a little breather. Right at this moment my mind was all over the place, why was she hear early? She was supposed to be here in the next coming three weeks but she came early? Why? Did something happen that needed her here so suddenly?I didn't know any answer to the questions that were building up in my head, but still I asked them over and over again as if I was having a conversation with her."Thalia.. Lucy and Amora... Join us in the meeting. Tawny needs to talk to you guys.." Abigail said and then she disappeared.I sighed and got up. I felt hands on my shoulders and Thalia smiled. "relax. You didn't do anything wrong. Word is that she came here early because someone messed up.."I furrowed my brows in confusion, "someone messes up? How? And who?""you didn't hear that from me and that's all you're getting.." I laughed, "Thalia... Are you fucking Abigail and is she telling you work staff after sex.." The girl just smiled and pretended to be zipping her
The rest of the week consisted of me just seeing a glamps of Tee going to see Abigail and then I wouldn't see her at all. At some point I was even tempted to text her but I stopped myself. If she didn't want to talk to me coz I was fucking someone else then so be it. I decided to take my phone one evening and call Olivia. Her phone rang twice and then went to voicemail. I was a bit sad that I couldn't get ahold of her but I shook it off. From then, Lucy, Thalia and I concentrated on our project and also Zaynab was concentrating on their task.My phone vibrated during lunch..**Zay: Hey beautiful you.. I kinda miss you. 3 days without seeing you is torture... Worse knowing that you're here and not as far from me.**I smiled a bit. I actually missed her too... But I have been ignoring her because I felt a bit weird. And now I was feeling shitty for ignoring the girl.I quickly typed back.**Me: Hey hot you.. I miss you more. Tell you what. Friday we can totally be together. This proje
I got back to my flat and started pacing back and forth. God why did I do this? I could have told her I was busy... But then again she sounded worried.. She didn't sound like her usual bubbly self.. So I was worried. But here I was now nervous as hell waiting for her to call me.I looked at the time and mentally calculated, she was going to call in 15 minutes. God it took me 5 minutes to come here?I sighed and quickly took off my clothes and jumped in the shower. Maybe getting me cleaned up would keep my mind busy and I wouldn't be so nervous or worried about the girl.Why was I even nervous in the first place I've talked to Olivia a number of times and I've never been like this. God I was going to lose it.I quickly got out and just then my phone immediately started ringing."fuck!!" I said before wrapping a towel around my body and quickly running for my phone. Without even looking I took it and put it on my ear, "heeyy..""your ear looks pretty good from inside you know..""ewwwww
My weekend was just so confusing. Olivia made it even worse with that text she sent me and then I had to actually dig deeper on my side and think about what I was doing with Zaynab. I mean I liked her.. I think I liked her... Wait no. I liked the attention she was giving and the sex. It made me forget about everything and live a little.. But mostly it stupidly made me think about Olivia a lot...which was the confusing and weird part. I didn't call Zaynab, which made me feel like an ass even more but I was confused and trying to figure out what was happening. I mean the way Olivia looked when she was talking about Zaynab didn't sit well with me, it quickly made me want to cut off Zaynab from my life and whatever we were doing. I didn't want to see the facial expression I saw on Olivia again. I didn't want to make her sad or something. That just didn't sit well with me.On Sunday I spent the day away from my phone and just thinking about tomorrow and what I was going to say to Zaynab
Who was Olivia indeed?This weird air that was between she and I, I couldn't explain it. I had no idea what was going on but I didn't want to lead my mind there or even think about it."I asked you a question.""Thalia I love you. With all my heart and I think if you weren't here I'd be miserable at my place, not knowing what to do and possibly digging myself into a deeper hole... I just..""... A movie it is." she said suddenly cutting my sentence short and I furrowed my brows at her confused, didn't she want to know who Olivia was?She ignored my stunned self and turned on the TV, took the ice cream bucket and handed it to me then joined me in bed," you might want to change. I'm only giving you a new shirt tomorrow.. Not my pants. You'll mess it up with your big ass."I giggled at her but took off my pants like she said.From then we watched whatever movie was playing. I'd zone in and out and turn to the girl next to me only to find her glued on the screen on the wall. It was weird
From then my friendship with Thalia was tight. It was like us opening up to each other was us unlocking the last gate we had to keep everyone out. It felt good to have her here so I can literally consult about anything.She was on my side from then, she was still mad that Zaynab and I didn't work but she was happy that I stopped it the moment I realized that it wasn't going to take us anywhere.As for Zaynab, she was not talking to me, which I didn't blame her. But I still needed to talk to her and apologize.She was now hanging up with Aiden and deep down I was hoping they had something going on, but then again, she said she doesn't date masculine lesbians."should I lock you two in one room so that you'll be forced to talk to each other and work out whatever happened." Thalia whispered to me when she noticed who I was looking at as I waited for her at the main door. "I don't want her locked in some place with me. What if she kills me or something?" I said not putting my thought int
One think I hated about me when I was sick was I got really sick. So sick to a point where I couldn't take care of myself.On Friday I asked for a sick day when I noticed that I wasn't feeling well. I went out to get myself some herbs and then came back to cook. Maybe I needed some proper food instead of take aways all the time.Later on I got worse. I took my last tea and got in my blanket..In the afternoon I couldn't get up and that had me sleeping on an empty stomach.Saturday I was worse and I knew that I was all alone. I forgot where my phone was and the fact that it was on silent didn't help much. Sunday morning I woke up coz I was way too hungry. I slowly walked to the kitchen and tried to make whatever food was there and easy to make. Which was noodles.After eating I went to take a bath and went back to bed. I didn't bother looking for my phone. Thalia was going to come check on me tomorrow if I wasn't answering my phone still. God I hoped she was paying attention to the fac
"your place is so cosy and nice..." she said looking around and I coughed a bit, "umh... This is not nice."She pushed her laggage in and came to me, "oh man listen to your voice. Amy you should have called me. I would have came sooner.""dudeee.." I said and she cut me off by taking my head and making me face her, she looked at my eyes and then pulled me into a hug, "okay... I need to really make you healthy food. You are weak."I sighed, "geeze Olivia thanks."She laughed, "it's not what I mean... Let me kick you back to life." and she left me there and went to the kitchen. I was too tired to get up or argue with her. So I just laid there and closed my eyes a bit. I hated how I hardly could breathe...I was woken up by a slight shove. I was shocked to see Olivia there. What? I thought I was dreaming. "you're really here.. I wasn't dreaming...?""yeah. I'm really here. I'm sorry for waking you up, but get up. I need you to eat. You need some protein to regain your strength." "I'm