PARISI have always tackled life differently since I was a kid. My dad used to say "I don't think any man will be able to fully take care of you.." and my mom would say, "I don't think you are the type to work for someone.."And guess what? They were both right, no man can take care of me and I most certainly don't work for anyone.After their passing I learnt to be my own person and depend on myself because since then I couldn't put myself in a position of getting hurt again.My motto since then has been wake up, Stay strong, work hard and look badass.. and everyday I managed to do that.Right at this moment, Right as I drove back to my office from seeing my little sister, I told myself a thousand times in my head to not get hurt by what she said, I pushed it at the back of my head so I won't have to deal with it. I had more important things to look forward to, I had a meeting to get to.My phone vibrated and I took it. I smiled at the message from my girlfriend.BABY: Hey beautiful
TAWNYAfter the dinner that I was now glad I agreed to I drove Paris home. A lot was happening with Paris and I was realizing everyday what kind of a person she was. She always loves acting strong like she has everything under control yet she's still fragile. Once she cares about something she put all her attention to it. I decided to forgive her for the stunt she tried to pull last night. For the sake of peace.. I mean after all, she did promise to work on being better. "I had a good time.." I said parking outside her place and she turned to me flashing me that smile of hers, "I did too. Thank you for allowing me to do this. Even though those bloody journalists hijacked our time." I laughed, "well Paparazzi seems to follow me these days. I guess they'll keep a close eye on me since the incident with Mimi.." She held my chin and pulled me towards her then just looked at me. I also looked at her and she smiled a bit, "God you are so sexy.." I laughed, "really Paris." She nodded h
Olivia suddenly changed and became serious, "Amora is a great girl Tee...not to mention beautiful...and she is into you. Honestly"I frowned at her last sentence then looked at her like she has lost her mind. Then slowly started to laugh at her.... then it went up, I laughed, really laughed at her until she rolled her eyes, "go fuck yourself Tee, you will see for myself one day. Don't say I didn't tell you.""Fucken leave this. She doesn't want me like that.." She nodded her head a bit, "right believe whatever you want to believe. but she's so in love with you. She said that when I grilled her on Sunday." I looked at her trying to search if she was pulling my leg or just playing with me. I mean Olivia was an ass. But she looked serious it scared me a bit. I sighed, "let's stop talking about this okay.. either you drink my beer or you fucken leave.." She laughed, "whatever.. let's go sleep.."..The following day I woke up feeling very lazy and wished I could give myself an off day
AMORAThe drive to Tawny's home had me silently freaking out a bit. I had no idea what to think of the older woman. I mean she wasn't just any mother, she was Tawny's mother. I had no idea why I kinda wanted to make a good impression and I had no idea how to even make that happen. "Stop over thinking this okay... you'll be okay..." she said sounding like she was reading my thoughts and I rolled my eyes, "easy for you to say.. You're not on your way to meet my mom.." She giggled a bit, "see I'd look forward to meeting your parents. The way you talk about them is so nice. So I know they were amazing people. Same as my mom.. you'll be fine I promise. So don't be hard on yourself okay.." "Right... keep talking it's helping.." She laughed, "Just be yourself.. and I tell you, she'll be herself too.." I sighed and decided to calm down a bit. If I didn't think about this a lot I will be fine. I could think about anything else other than this, but it was huge. I couldn't just avoid it. Ta
We reached her car and she opened the door, took the plastic bag I put on top of the car and put it inside then she shook her body, "hop inside the car. We gotta run.."I laughed and kissed her cheek without even thinking, then jumped off her back looking up in the sky. Rain hit my face and I quickly looked on the floor, "you are going to pay for making me run in the rain.." We both got inside and she started driving. I was wet and dripping in the car, thank God it was leather inside or we were in trouble. I shivered, "fuck Tawny why did you let us play in the rain like that?" She laughed entering a building and driving underground, "because you dumped me and became best friends with my mom. Won't let you get away with that.. and because it turned out fun.." I smiled genuinely, "it was fun.. except for the part where my body ate my ice cream and not me.." She parked, took the plastic bag and got out. I followed starting to feel cold now. "Aww you want ice cream..?" "That's the
"I FUCKED UP... I MESSED UP. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID"Then I went straight to my room after sending that text. I didn't even take off her clothes.. I just laid in bed with them and touched my lips.. then I couldn't help but replay the kiss in my head. How amazing and soft her lips felt on mine. How I didn't want it to stop. I didn't know how I felt now because at that moment I knew I didn't want it to stop. It took me to a place I never thought existed. But now, now I was back to my senses and thinking not only about me but also about everyone involved. Paris.. Nash.. God Nash. How were things going to be between Tee and I? I mean we didn't talk all the way till she dropped me off and I told her to drive safe. She zoned out the entire drive. She was probably thinking the same, probably wondering about my sister since they were in a relationship. I was also worried about Nash. I loved him and this was just confusing. Luna finally arrived after what felt like a year of waiting and s
The following day started off well with me waking up cuddled up with my best friend. I looked at my phone and my heart sank when I didn't see any text or a missed call from Tee. I was praying she'd at least text when she got home, but that obviously didn't happen. It kinda freaked me out coz it didn't look good. I debated whether or not to actually call her and ask her but fear of her rejecting my call kinda stopped me.I sighed and went to the bathroom to take a bath. I had school to look forward to and I was tired as fuck. The talk with Luna had us sleeping after midnight, that's after she sucked everything that happened yesterday out of me...including every word uttered by Tee's mom to me. I know, my best friend is a noisy bitch.. but I love her and would not trade her for anything.After my quick shower I went to put on my jeans and a golf t-shirt. I honestly didn't care how I looked right now. I just wanted to be in and out of school. And I needed to paint this week. I haven't
On Friday things started okay. I bathed and went to make breakfast so I can head over to the studio. I pushed myself yesterday and convinced me that I had to actually paint something. No matter what it is, as long as it's something. The front door opened and I sighed, "Freya I alw...." I stopped mid sentence when I realized it wasn't my roommate but my sister. "Paris.. what are you doing here?" "You're avoiding me and my calls." I shrugged and took a bite on the bread I was holding, "okay..?""Mimi we gotta fix things..." My body froze at her calling me that. Only Tawny and my late father use that name.. and sometimes Luna. Paris hated it because it probably remind her of our parents. "Fix with what? How much do you have to throw at me this time? I could use with some cash..." She looked at me for a while without saying anything. For a second I swear she was going to take out her phone and transfer me money. But she cleared her throat and asked, "do you umh.. need money? How mu