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Chapter Thirteen
I locked myself inside the hotel room and cried so hard. I don't want to confirm the reason why I am reacting this way. I just cried and cried.
"I don't like your boyfriend." Keeps on replaying in my head.
What a lie.
Gusto kong tawanan ang sarili ko. Ang tingin ko sa mga lalaki, manloloko sila. Pero ako rin pala 'tong niloloko lang ang sarili dahil ayokong maapakan ang pride ko. Mataas ang standard ko kaya hindi ako magpapadala sa emosyon na umaapaw sa puso ko ngayon. Mawawala rin 'to. Tama... lilipas din ang mga araw at mawawala rin ang weird na pakiramdam ko tuwing nakikita at naaalala si Ethan.
I heard Jam's voice outside of the room. She's been calling my name for minutes already but I didn't even respond. Pakiramdam ko, wala na akong boses para magsalita. I want to be alone and to not hear any noises. My mind is so messed up. Everything is not going well. Things are comp
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