Chapter 31

Alexis 

Secrets have a way of coming out ; if you don't cover your tracks properly , trust the wrong people , or have a forgetful nature. If we all kept a diary full of every little thing we did and didn't want the world to know, it would be worth finding once you're gone from this world and moving on to the next. There is a rule with secrets. You have to come clean to the person you love about what you did and pray that they get that it was your past; you don't live there anymore, You have changed, and the same behavioral pattern wouldn't repeat itself because you learned your lesson. Some secrets you cannot tell . For the longest of times I had kept a childhood secret from my own blood . I told that to the father of my unborn baby ... but not everything .I didn't want to hit stone walls every time we have to get intimate. I swore to myself when I was a kid that; what had happened to me as a kid then will stay under lock and key in my brain a