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12: The other side
“You told me you didn't give him your number,” Eric says.
After our eyes locked, he came and asked me to follow him. Mariam, who had just walked out of the canteen, didn't look so happy to see us together. But I didn't mind her as I followed Eric, mouthing an apology to Caleb when he saw me leaving from afar.
We're in one of the empty halls close to where we receive lectures.
“I didn't think it'll turn out like this,” I say, unable to meet his gaze.
“You didn't think it'll turn out like this?” Eric repeats, disappointment clear in his tone. “Dora, what did I tell you when that man first called you aside? I said that man is worse than the devil's incarnate. What did you think that meant? That it was just a metaphor I was toying with?”
“I'm sorry.”
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