I woke up to see that Ryan was sitting beside me on the bed. I had a sense of deja vu back to when I had been fainting after my meeting with Casper and he had been by my side.He immediately flinched when he saw me conscious, holding my shoulders to help me sit up "are you ok? How do you feel? Do you feel any pain anywhere what is going on? are you...""Geez calm down what happened?" I asked him, looking around and seeing that we were in a hospital "oh volatile did he get Caught?"He took no importance of my questions and just wrapped his arm around me in a tight hug, "why do you like to put yourself in such dangerous situations without even thinking about me, what is wrong with you?""I'm fine really." There was no point in keeping it from him anymore or anything ,"this is it Shepard called me separately and told me all about some men that were infiltrating the pack and whatnot..." I recounted the entire story to him and he listened with a blank face waiting for me to drop my words b
"Ryan whose phone is this? Where did you get this from?" I couldn't conceal the panic in my tone as I tried to make sense of everything. It was senseless because I was basically paralyzed at this point."Why should that even matter to you anymore?" He tossed the phone across the empty room and was making his way towards me. For a minute to me it felt like my life had just flashed before my eyes because without my arms I was pretty useless and defenseless and so if he decided to hurt me I wouldn't be able to do anything to protect myself and that did a lot to terrify me.I closed my eyes on reflex when he closed in on me and waited for him to react.Instead of treating me like I had expected him to he just lifted me in his arms bridal style and kept a straight face, "where are you taking me?" I wondered.He got into the bathroom and set me in the tub. So this was it, he was going to drown me, knowing I couldn't protect myself and rather than feel angry at him, I felt sorry, I felt l
"Ryan fill me with your cock please, I want to feel you inside of me." I was getting too hungry for a taste of him and his fingers were no longer satisfying me."I want to," his mouth was so close to my ears when he whispered the words and I could literally feel his hot breath on my skin, "but we have no condoms." He broke the news to me. I moaned in disagreement, I was in the mood to fuck him as deeply as I possibly could, "use the pull out method baby." I whined, there was a persistent throb between my thighs that could only be filled by his cock inside me.I expected him to argue with me for a moment but he straight up took me on the offer and in a matter of seconds he filled me with his cock, "ugh..." his deep groan of satisfaction filled my ears. "Why is your pussy always so tight?"he said as he slowly began to thrust in and out of me.I gripped his back tight, closing my eges tight and opening my mouth, it was more satisfying than I had envisioned it. "Hn, yeah... ahn..." it f
Danna led me to the store and I felt some sense of peace knowing that I was no longer alone in this foreign part of the world."Oh my goddess, I'm so nervous." She frowned her face."Why?" I knitted my eyebrows in confusion ,"it's just the party is there a reason you're scared?""The thing is I have never been to one of these before I always try my best to avoid it.""Really but why? Parties can be fun." I was talking as though I was a regular party goer, "I get the thing is I don't really go to that many parties myself but the ones I have been to...ok I don't want to discourage you or anything but they ended with my only close friend dying and maybe something always came up but don't worry I can tell everything is safe in this pack, you will be fine.""It's not the parties I'm scared of, she shook her head ,"the main reason I avoid going is because my crush is always there but this time I really can't avoid it because for some reason alpha made it mandatory just so we can honour the
Devin showed up to come pick us an hour later like he had promised. I was still getting the hang of the new phone I had gotten from the store."Whose phone is that?" I asked Ryan after he had picked up the problem causing phone from earlier."It doesn't matter, I should find the owner at the party, it was rude of me not to return it Anyways.""Yeah I guess so."I had a feeling that he was trying to avoid telling me who it was and I didn't want to make myself unhappy for any reason, "Devin, is it just me or you don't seem that pumped for the party"I mean I am but the thing with me is I get really drunk sometimes and these parties can go all the way into midnight, which usually leaves me feeling very tired before work but the good thing is since it is the second-in-command birthday this time there should be some kind of break for us tomorrow because almost everybody will be there except for children and some other wolves."Oh," I shrugged and we spent the rest of the drive in silence.
"Everyone to the dance floor," the Beta announced and there were roars of satisfaction from the crowd everybody began to tumble forward and gather in the centre while the music began to blare from the speakers."Alright guys choose your dancing partners."I saw Ryan coming towards me and all of a sudden I forgot everything that had transpired between Chelsey and I and a huge smile sat on my face as I waited for him to come and hold me making me his dance partner until the bitch cut in front of me." Ryan I know you said you were sorry about my phone and the screen that was shattered," she looked over our shoulder at me ,"understandable how certain people could have reacted when they got caught but you know you can repay me by dancing with me."I knew people like Chelsey, she didn't have feelings for Ryan but she just wanted to hurt me where she thought it mattered and it was up to Ryan to let her down. I looked up at him and shook my head and opened my mouth to say something but she
I pushed him away from me going back into the bar when he held my wrist and pressed me against the wall I was certain that this time I must have scratched my back ,"dude careful you're going to bruise me I don't have time for that.""I know it's just alcohol speaking," his voice was lowered by now ,"but do you really feel that way about me? do you think that me coming back into your life has been more chaotic than without me?" he sounded hurt but I couldn't even process the fact that this was not what I wanted to say to him. I was just overwhelmed with anger and my alcoholic state was doing the worst to promote the violence that I was erupting."You brought this on yourself, I didn't want to say anything but I can't keep it to myself anymore I just want to live a single life where I'm not bothered by having to please my partner or dealing with mis understandings please I still have a lot of things to do but I didn't spend two years of my life training just go back to where I started
I was about using mind-link on Ryan when I heard he was already contacted me first ,'I can't seem to find Devin anywhere,' he said 'maybe we should just hit the road and explain to him later.''Yeah I'm afraid we will just have to skip that for now something just came up.''Tell me you're joking right now but I'm in the mood'I felt really bad cos I had just been complaining about misunderstandings but I could not just abandoned Danna when she was here crying all by herself. ' I promise to explain everything to you later just give me a chance right now.''that would be so you were just complaining to me about lack of communication is something came up, why can't you just tell me about it right now?' I thought it would be awkward because Danna would eventually find out I was talking to someone while being with her."You know Danna you can't just stay here in the bathroom and cry about it, that will do nothing to solve your problems." I told her and she nodded on understanding ."I just