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14. Feelings and favourite songs
When I said my apology David smiled like crazy. Like it actually creeped me out. He gave me a kiss on my forehead and after him, Joon followed suit by giving me a kiss on the crown of my head. Right after their kisses, a wave of feelings hit me.
One feeling was of fear, the fact that they were happy with me calling them 'dad' was wrong. Next to fear I felt sad for the fact that I just gave in, but also that I like their warmth, their affection. And the last feeling was of content, which was weird. Because laying there with my head on Joon's shoulder should be wrong. I couldn't feel this way but I still did.
Another wave of self-hate went through me.
I tried to push the self-hate away and closed my eyes to let the feeling of content dominate me. Right now I didn't want to feel sad or angry. I was tired and just wanted to be held. Was that so much to ask? Was that wrong to feel that way? I think so, but I pushed that feeling away, the feeling that I sh
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