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4 months later (5 years ago)
As I sit here looking at this little positive sign in front of my face, I feel like I'm going to puke.
I'm pregnant.I am fucking pregnant. I thought I would be more excited, but hell maybe I would have been if it wasn't for the fact that Will hadn't dumped me 4 months ago.After he dumped me, Becca came into town and helped me go pack up all of my things and moved me back to Columbia with her and Nick. I got transferred to a different hospital so that I would still be working. The only good thing that came out of me transferring was that I was put on the morning shift. I had to be at work at 5 but I was off by 2:30 sometimes 3.A knock at the bathroom door startles me."Liv, are you ok in there? You have been in there for a while." Becca says from the other side.I leave the stick laying on the bathroom counter and open the door for her to come in."What's going...." she stops talking as she looks at thRelated chapters
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