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Christmas Eve (4 years ago)
Today, December 24, is the day that I am taking my precious baby girl to meet her dad and other grandparents for the first time. Honestly, I am a wreck. My biggest fear is them trying to take her from me. I carried her for 9 months. I have been doing this for the past 2 months by myself. Will was the one who decided he didn't want anything to do with this pretty little girl.
I shake my head to clear my mind. I don't need to be stressing over this mess too. I am still a wreck from JP letting his new girlfriend talk him into kicking me and Alyssa out. If it weren't for my parents, I am not sure where we would be staying right now. I know Becca and Nick would have let us crash at their place but they just got married. I couldn't do that to them. My parents love having us here, especially Alyssa."Are you sure you don't want one of us to go with you?" My dad asked as I walked into the kitchen. I was trying to make sure I had everythRelated chapters
Forgive and Let Go Christmas Eve night (4 years ago)
After my super long bath, I walk into my bedroom. I shut my bedroom door, turn around, and let out a scream.Throwing my hands to my chest I say, "What the hell are you doing here?"JP gives me a small smile. "I needed to come to see you.""Why? And where is McKayla?""I just wanted to come to hang out and catch up. McKayla is with Maggie until tomorrow evening. Maggie got Christmas Eve this year and I got Christmas Day." He explained."Oh ok. Well, do you mind turning around until I can get some clothes on?""Sure, even though I've seen it all before." He turns around.I quickly grab my sports bra and a pair of panties. If he turned around before I was completely dressed at least I had my parts covered. I put on a pair of fleece pajama pants and grabbed my jacket to zip up over my sports bra."You ca
Forgive and Let Go Merry Christmas (4 years ago)
Last night felt like a dream.My parents bought me a house. A beautiful house at that. I don't deserve it, not at all. But I am so thankful to have a place of my own. A home to raise Alyssa in."Good morning, beautiful" I feel an arm wrap around my stomach."Oh shit. We fell asleep here!" I jump up realizing I was still in the new house and not back at my parents."Liv, calm down. It's ok. I called your dad after you fell asleep last night. When you are ready we can head back over there."I let out a sigh of relief."Come here." JP sits up on the couch and pats the spot beside him.
Forgive and Let Go Happy 2nd Birthday (2 years ago)
October 2nd, 2014"Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday my beautiful." I go into Alyssa's room singing. I have a small cupcake in my hand with a candle lit."My cake." Alyssa sits up smiling.Alyssa is always happy. Even when she is sick and isn't feeling too well, she is still happy."Yes, baby. Make a wish and blow out the candle." I sit beside her on her bed.Alyssa stands up, holding onto my shoulder to keep her balance, closes her eyes, and blows out the candle."What did you wish for?""A swing." was her short reply.
Forgive and Let Go A date (2 years ago)
Will stayed over last night. I kept saying I wouldn't allow him to stay until I was more certain on how things would go between the two of us, but we both fell asleep at some point. When I woke up he was laying in between my legs with his head on my stomach. Will really was a good-looking guy. He may have cheated on me before but I must admit he is doing everything he can to prove how much he has changed and how much he wants to be in our lives.I look over at the monitor and see that Alyssa is still sleeping. That girl can sleep. It's already 8:30 and she is still knocked out. It wouldn't surprise me if she didn't get up till 10 or so."Good morning"I look back down to see Will glancing up at me. I smile at him."Good morning."
Forgive and Let Go Our date (2 years ago) Pt. 1
"I still can't believe you and Will got back together and didn't even bother to tell me! That bit of information could have stopped me from walking in on the two of you" Becca groanedI couldn't help but laugh. "That wasn't supposed to happen. Will and I have been working on us for the past 6 months now. I held out on the sex for that long. This morning, it just got the best of me and I couldn't hold out any longer. I needed that."Becca's mouth fell open, "6 months!?!? And I am now just hearing about this?""I'm sorry. No one really knows about us. Except for my parents and his. We have been keeping it on the hush-hush. Honestly, last night was the first night he has even stayed over. He usually stays until Alyssa is gone to sleep and then he comes back before she wakes up. But last n
Forgive and Let Go Our date (2 years ago) Pt 2
The ride to the restaurant was quiet. Will wasn't talking. I knew right time Katie mentioned JP's name things would go downhill. I had to figure out a way to get our night back on track. Things were going way too good for Katie and her big ass mouth to ruin our night.I glance over at Will to see his face all wrinkled up. He was overthinking everything right now. What could I do to reassure him? I know sex would be good, but I don't want him thinking that that's all I want. I want things to work out with Will. I want my happily ever after with him. JP and I have had many chances to make us work and every time it just didn't. I don't want to have to go through that again. JP has a part of me, like I've said before, I know I'll never get that back but I can move on without that part."Will," I say his name.
Forgive and Let Go Will's POV (2 years ago)
My date with Olivia, last night, was great. My feelings towards her grow stronger with each passing day. She completely threw me off when she told me she loved me. I honestly didn't think I would ever get back to that point with her. Not only because of the fact that I cheated on her but because of JP.I can't help to wonder if Katie would have come around sooner, telling us about JP if she would have still told me she loved me. I can't help but wonder if she regrets it. Last night ended on a good note and she did say she would not be going back to JP, but that uneasy feeling is still lingering in the back of my mind.My phone dings. I look up at the clock on my wall to see that it is only 6. Who would be texting me this early?Olivia: Are you awake?
Forgive and Let Go What did you expect? (2 years ago)
"Mommy!" Alyssa comes running and jumps on me."Hey, baby. Where did you leave your daddy?""He's coming. He's a slowpoke." She laughed as Will made his appearance."Get off of my mama." Will laughs as he plops down on the couch beside me."Daddy. This my mama. Yours is at home." Alyssa throws her arms around my neck and hugs me as tight as she can."When did she become so smart?" Will asked.I laugh and shrug my shoulders, "Seems like it happened overnight.""Mommy. Can we go to the zoo?" Alyssa asks sitting back so she could see my face.
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