Chapter 76

Kimberly:

I couldn't believe I had kissed him and let him touch me. How could I have been so stupid?

I pondered as I paced my bedroom twenty minutes after the incident with Ethan.

I was trying to wrap my head around the fact that I was still attracted to him knowing what I knew.

If that knock had not come, I didn't think I'd have had it in me to stop him. I didn't think I'd have wanted to at all which made the situation ten times worse. Was I just some kind of whore for him?

I thought by now that I'd hate him to the extent that I'd hate his touch too but not. It seemed my hatred was more of a catalyst for my lust for him.

I had to be stupid or something, that had to be it.

What the fuck was wrong with me? Why was I unable to do anything against his advances?

How was it that after all of the things that I had discovered about him, I was still desperate for his touch?

Even now, I still couldn't help but want him.

"Hey, Kim. I didn't hear you come in!"

Becca barged into my room, startlin