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As Sarah watched the receptionist look at her like a wench, she stood up straight. trying to raiate some confidence and authority.
The entire waiting room was full of applicants. Sarah began to wonder , what made her different from the rest?
She took a seat, scoping the room for her competition. There where a few blonde girls. They looked as if they were auditioning for Hannah Montana.
There was a black guy, he looked like his suit was swallowing him.
Two red hair guys, One was awefully short with big bushy hair, like eep from the croods, but a male version, while the other was tall and tarzan looking. Sarah had to take a few deep breats and look out the window, incase she burst out in laughter.
It was clear the receptionists were digging that look.
There was going to be alot of competition. All these people in this room looked serious.Watching a few other people now join the bunch, there were a total of fifteen people here for the same inte
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