Kevin is sitting in Bobbette's small, cozy living room. The brown couch is comfortable and smells like Lysol. He leans back, resting his head on the softness. He is nervous; he is about to meet Kevlyn, his daughter. Bobbette wanted to wait for the right time, but Kevin couldn't wait to meet her. He knows in his heart that she is his. “Mommy, do I have to?" He hears a sweet little voice whine. “Yes, Kevlyn. You have an important visitor, and he is here to see you."“But why? I don't want to meet this person."“Kevlyn Pierce, you stop it right now and behave yourself," Bobbette says sternly.“What if he doesn't like me?" Kevlyn asks and Kevin's heart melts. She is afraid he won't like her, but he already loves her from the moment he saw her beautiful eyes in that photo.“It's impossible sweetie for anyone not to like you. You are awesome."“Really mommy?"“Really. Now come on. It's rude to keep our guests waiting."Kevin sees Bobbette exiting the room to the left. She is so beautiful
JULY 12TH, 2016The past two days have been a blur. Kevah still hasn't given Manny her answer, so she invites the twins over while Manny goes out with Kevin for drinks.She thought maybe the twins could shed some light on the situation, but of course, she was wrong. "I can't marry him Saturday. That's like four days from now. It's way too soon," she whines to the twins. "Girl I don't know about you, but I'd be all over that man candy right now," Lana says while she snacks on a grape. "Lana is right. I'd be sitting on his face right now enjoying my honeymoon," Ella giggles. "I'm serious, you guys. Do you think he'll be mad if I tell him I wanna wait a few months?" Kevah asks. "From what I've seen, that man loves you so much, he'll do anything you tell him to," Ella states. "Yeah, he'd suck a fart out of your ass if he thinks it'll make you happy," Lana adds. The three sisters erupt in laughter. "Thanks, guys. I will let him know when he's back. By the way, Kevin got the DNA resu
EMANUELE'S POVThe ache inside my chest was swift and sharp, throbbing like a rotten tooth. Sighing, I peek out the small oval window to my direct left. The sky reminds me of a kaleidoscope of colours, like bottles of spilt paint on a canvas. I wonder what Kevah is doing right now. Is she crying? Does she miss me? I know I miss her already. I wish I had more time with her. More time with her incredible mouth and her sharp hazel eyes that could stop a meter shower if she stared at it too long. What are you doing, Manny? Breathe, I coax myself. Pulling on the collar of my shirt like that will make me breathe better. I let out a strangled sigh. It's only a few months, I will see her in no time, I tell myself.Passengers are still boarding, and I wait for sleep to consume me. Resting my head on the headrest, trying to get the pain of not seeing my Kevah for months off my mind. “Hello, Emanuele," A sweet female voice jolts me forward. I narrow my eyes at her, trying to figure out where I
KEVAH'S POVSo here we are, inside my mother's house with Manny. We are here to tell her and Adrian that we are getting married. It is the twins' idea. They claimed that if I got married without Mama's blessing, then I'd never forgive myself. So as I said, here we are sitting in Mama's living room, waiting for Adrian to convince her to come out of her bedroom and face us. I can hear their hushed tones growing louder. Adrian must have won the argument because I see Mama coming downstairs toward us. My body shivers, and Manny squeezes my palm tighter. “Don't be nervous, Principessa, it will all be OK.”I just nod my head and blew out the breath I was holding. Mama is wearing her dockers pants with a caramel flip-flop and a neat white crushed blouse is stuck inside the waist of her pants, accentuating her slim figure. Manny and I stand up as Mama and Adrian enter the living room. Before I can get a word in, Mama starts to shoot out accusations.“You're pregnant, aren't you?” Her eyes r
KEVAH'S POVI am exhausted by the time I stopped crying. My eyes are swollen, but the pain is still there, loud inside my chest. The sky is getting dark now, and I soon have to make my way back to my mother’s house where Manny is waiting for me. But I don't want to see Mama. I just can't deal with her. I don't think Mama likes me. I think she's ashamed of me, the fact that I am on the heavier side, but aren't parents supposed to love their children unconditionally? Regardless of their colour, height, weight or sexual preferences? Mama is such a hypocrite for someone who goes to church and holler out praise the Lord every Sunday. I scoff and my tummy makes a roaring sound. My body is telling me that it’s hungry, but I just don't feel like eating.I am lying on the grass hugging grandma's tombstone when I hear the faint footsteps of someone coming. I smell his cologne before I see him. Manny smiles at me lightly with concern in his eyes. I feel so bad bringing him into my fucked up worl
KEVAH'S POVDECEMBER 25TH, 2011How long does it take to fall in love?It's a simple answer for me because gaping at the exquisitely crafted delicacy in front of me, I'll have to say, seconds. There is a thing called love at first sight, after all.Like a bug-eyed creeper, I gawk at him some more; he is the most magnificent thing I've ever seen. Now I know what tall, dark, and handsome mean.I overhear mama telling Mrs. Shine that he is Brazilian. His thick velvety coat calls out for my mouth to come and caress it.I lick my lips imagining how delicious, how succulent, and how mouthwatering his body tastes.I can't stand this anymore, I have to have him and I have to have him now.I gasp when I feel mama's palm on my back, "Come child, photo time."Oh! brother. I facepalm myself and let mama usher me in front of the cameraman.Two minutes later, and I assume the photoshoot is over, the cameraman points a finger over to my love. "I want one with the entire family, over there." My smil
KEVAH'S POVJULY 9TH, 2016Let me tell you something about myself; I am fat, there I said it.I am a 300lbs, dark skin beauty. You don't have to remind me; you don't have to gawk at my huge ass or frown at my Pudge. It's just not nice.I know I'm motherfucking big, and guess what? I don't motherfucking care what a motherfucker has to say about me.I embrace the way I look, and I'm not one of those big girls who hide beneath blankets of clothes or is hesitant to confront their crush because I think he won't accept me because of my weight. Nope, not this lady.Not Kevah.I spent most of my teenage years cowering from boney-ass mean girls. I've been bullied to the extent that I couldn't look at my reflection in the mirror. Not only that, but I was called many names; Landwhale, Fatso, Porky, and my all-time favourite; Miss Piggy.My mother, who couldn't bear to watch me cry myself to sleep any more signed me up for fat camp when I was 16, but those camp directors only took our parents' m
KEVAH'S POVShit! Here we go.I hold my breath, praying that my sisters will keep their chill. I love myself, so I don't care what anybody has to say about me. The two women quickly avert their eyes when they notice we overheard them. “Girls, take it easy. They're not worth it,” I try my best to calm my sisters. “Eva, what happened to you? Once upon a time, you wouldn't let a bitch get away with saying such shit about you,” Lana questions with teary eyes.“You're too beautiful to let people treat you like this,” Ella says, with tears streaming down her face. She has always been the crier in the family.“Life is way too short to focus my time and energy on what people say and think about me. It's obvious that those girls have nothing else to do than sit and criticize people; their lives only have a purpose when they're bullying others. What's important to me is how I view myself and not how others see me. My opinions of myself are what matters. I've been living by this decree for tw