Chapter 123

Bri

“Are you safe with him?” I asked my eyes watching in the direction the men took my kill, who still suffered slowly, and I sickeningly relished it.

“Yes, I bear his children. He may snarl and growl at me but he will not harm me,” Mela let me know.

“How many?” I asked.

“This will be the fifth,” she let me know.

I sighed, I understood but a longing in me choked my words.

“I can't give them that,” I admitted.

“You can, but you refuse to. You are lucky most Alphas don't consider the female, they just claim what they want,” she admitted.

“I am blessed,” I agreed. “I hate myself for everything I will leave behind,” I confessed.

“In the end, you must put yourself above them all, your destiny is your own making, things don't always go your way with fate, but in the end, you rule it, don't let it consume you. If I had I would have lost him long ago,” Mela offered wisely. I shrugged, my mind not able to see past the inevitable impasse. Mela sagged.

“What are you going to do with these two