113: Tough Decision

A V E L I N A

Carina and I waited for the doctor's appointment. She was sitting in front of me, playing with her phone while I was biting on my nails, deep in thought.

I was so nervous, and the feeling made me feel nauseous. I hadn't told anyone, but the last time I was pregnant, the morning sickness was awful. It was almost unbearable.

And the worst thing about it, was the fact that it stayed for the entire nine months. I couldn't keep food in my stomach, and when I tried, the food just wouldn't stay in.

I had to be in the hospital for a week, we all feared that I was going to lose the twins. I hoped this baby was going to be different, but knowing my luck, I wouldn't be so lucky.

I didn't even know what the gender was, but it would be great if the baby was a girl. But, did I even want to keep this child to begin with?

I had no idea.

Everything was a mess.

"Hey." I looked up and saw Carina looking at me with a frown. "You shouldn't worry. It's going to be fine."

"I know, I know."

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