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Mikhail's pov:Rooh left the room after dressing my wounds but how can I tell her that she can heal my outer wounds and scars but not the inner ones. What she did for me down stairs made me feel special in someone's life for the first time in my entire life. Despite of being so scared she fought for me with my father but it scared me also. I was scared for her because I didn't want her to face my father's wrath. I went to my closet and wire loose trousers and a shirt. Anyways there wounds are nothing to me but I saw pain in her eyes for me. She was concerned for me which made me feel giddy and for to see again that concern in her eyes for me I'm ready to take that fucking beatings of my father again. I don't know how, they suddenly crashed in the mansion but I have to send them away by convincing them or I'm sure they will do something to Rooh.I sat on my bed wanting to go in Rooh's room but didn't want to come out clingy to her. I'm becoming addicted to her and feels some kind of o
His Lyubov Chapter 76
Rooh's pov:I was frozen at my place watching her mother hovering above him and he was laying there without any struggling. His eyes were blinking very slowly and his whole body was shaking. What the actual fuck is happening? "What the hell?!" I shouted and she caught off guard and looked at me with her widened eyes. I strode towards them and pushed that old witch from above him. I climbed on his bed and patted his cheeks softly. "Mikhail!" I called him shaking him a little but he didn't move. "Mikhail you are scaring me okay?" I tried to wake him up but his eyes were closed and the shaking of his body stopped and his body went still. "What the hell did you do?" I yelled at the witch who was boring looking at me. "Weak boy couldn't fulfil her mother's desire." she tsked and I looked at her in shock and disgust. Is this witch high on drugs? I ran towards out of the room and descended down the stairs without looking at the men sitting in the hall I went to the foyer and called R
His Lyubov Chapter 77
Rooh's pov:It's been two days since Mikhail is unconscious. I thought he will wake up after some time but he didn't so I panicked and call Mr. Haward again. He told me that he himself don't want to be out of there, he want to stay in his unconsciousness to hide from them reality and until he willingly dint want to be conscious then medications also can't help him. I know it's too tough for Mikhail but he have to do it. He can't stay like this for ever. He have to face the reality and fight the demons inside and out. I'm waiting for him to wake up and no way I'm letting him slide without telling me what's his trauma. I can't give him time and space because it will take more time for him to tell me and it will delay his recovery. Whenever he wants gain his consciousness he have to tell me his past so we both can work on it and it will be discarded from his mind as soon as possible. I know I don't know the intensity of his childhood trauma because I never had one, I got the best paren
His Lyubov Chapter 78
Rooh's pov:"I know what you are trying to do but it won't work. The moment I will let my truth you will be disgusted. The decision you took to be with me will be changed." he said and sighed. "It won't if you think I will judge you from the things which you didn't even responsible for then you are wrong." I said and he snapped his eyes at me. "I want you to open up so we can work together on this. No matter what it is, it can't be that massive that I will change my decision." I said because somehow I was sure that it wouldn't he that massive. "So you want me to open up to you, who are you psychologist?" he asked mockingly. "I'm not but that doesn't mean I can't hear you and your trauma. Sometimes emotions are more powerful then medical to understand person's perspective." I told him. "I don't know what are you saying?" he said and averted his gaze away. "Let it be just try to open up. Let out all your trauma you bear till now." I said and scooted closer to him. "Scream out all
His Lyubov Chapter 79
Mikhail's pov:I gazed in Rooh's brown eyes and saw concern in them for me. I felt giddy from inside that whatever happened till now, she is still concerned for me. Her thus selflessness is what makes her more appealing. I know telling all that gore was not easy but when she is beside me I'm ready to tell all the things only to her. I don't want anyone to know that but her. I want to know will she pity me after knowing that or what she will do. I don't know how I agreed to tell her everything. Today my mind didn't fought with me to stop myself and I did according to my impulsive thoughts which were to tell her the truth. She was curiously waiting for me to say ahead something but I was just staring at her facial expressions. I'm liking the way she is concerned for me and comforting me now and then even if I don't need it. I'm not used to comfort and when she gave me I wanted to slump down in her lap like a child and complain everything what they monster did to me, like a child. Some
His Lyubov Chapter 80
Mikhail's pov:Flashback continues... I went in front of her and she gazed at me with boring eyes but I was too innocent and naive to notice that. I shyly extended that rose towards her so she could take it but she raised her eyebrow towards me questionably."Ты будешь моей новой мамой и поиграешь со мной?" I asked her shyly and covered my eyes with my palm innocently. (Translation: Will you be my new mama and play with me?)She looked amused and laughed at me making me peek through my palm and saw her laughing. I turned confused and removed my palm from my eyes and looked at her curiously. She placed that tool from which she was setting her nails under my chin and raised my head higher. "Ты хочешь, чтобы я была твоей мамой?" she asked me tilting her head and I turned happy. I nodded vigorously in yes. (Translation: Do you want me to be your mama?)"Оу, малышка, иди сюда." she said and patted her lap.(Translation: Aww my baby come here.)I excitedly climbed up on her lap thinking
His Lyubov Chapter 81
Mikhail's pov:FlashbackI was happily walking out of the foyer where maids used to live, I stole a bedtime story book from that same kids room. I saw him sleeping with his mother and she used to tell him story time before his sleep. I also wanted my new mama to tell me stories before I sleep.Despite of being pain in my whole body I was excited. I was back from the training and my whole body was in pain. With my small feet I climbed up the stairs and went inside her room. She was preparing her bed to sleep. "Новая мама, ты прочитаешь мне эту книгу?" I asked her timidly. (Translation: New mama will you read this book for me?)She angrily turned towards me and snatched the book away from my hands tearing it in many pieces harshly. I frowned looking at her not knowing why she was so angry at me. "Уйди из моей комнаты, этот сукин сын, всегда меня беспокоит." she said and pushed me away. (Translation: Get out of my room is son of a bitch, always comes to disturb me.)Due to her push I
His Lyubov Chapter 82
Mikhail's pov:I started breathing heavily and my head spinning remembering those things. Rooh came near me and started rubbing my chest trying to sooth me. I tried to cop up with my breathing but it hurts, it hurts everywhere. I felt my eyes turning heavy and my whole body shaking.Rooh was panicking seeing me like that. I tried to control myself but wasn't able to. She hugged me tightly and I completely pulled her on my lap flushing her against my rigid body. She was still rubbing my chest sitting in my lap and suddenly I felt myself calming down. After sometimes of breathing in and out my breathing turned normal and I gazed in her concerned brown eyes. "We are not doing this anymore." she said with her tear filled eyes and I wiped them softly with my thumb."Let me do this today. Let me take a stand for myself today." I sad almost like pleading and she shook her head. She placed her head at my chest just above my heart and clutched my hands in hers. To be honest her sitting on my
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