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Chapter 24
♨️ Olivia ♨️
Goodness! Is this really me in the mirror? I look so different but gorgeous..Yeah! It's my wedding.... After 3months of delivery" I told you sis, my hand did the magic on your face " Sophia clapped...She's a prof in makeup and she insisted on being my makeup artist " Yeah, I can't even recognize myself in the mirror. Looks like the second version of me " " You know why you look soooo pretty?" " Will there be any reason than the make-up you glammed on my face?" I rolled my eyes at her " Of course sis, it's because you don't normally wear makeup " Really? So if you don't normally wear makeup, it will make you extremely pretty? She won't kill me ..." Anyways I'm not done " she said holding my jaw .." It's enough Sophia, I'm becoming sufiscated " " It just concealer " she persisted " I'm sure Ethan will want to eat you the moment he will set his e
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