Chapter 49

Madison

I missed him being next to me in bed last night, I know, I know, I know. What I said is true we can’t be anything more, this is a fake dating situation, and we can’t go any further with our emotions. Yes, was right there was definitely a spark, something I’ve never felt before. I want to lie to myself and say it’s just the arousal, the night of unbridled passion and all of that kind of stuff, but even I know there was more to it. Connection? Possibly? Something out of a book? Shit. Now I know I am in serious trouble. Besides anything else, I really, really do not like this man. He's cocky, brash and a womanizer, he likes to drink far too much and he’s a playboy. Not the kind of man I’d be looking to settle down with one day and raise a family. Hell, Alex Stone doesn’t even want a family, he has issues not surprisingly from his childhood with his father leaving him. And more to the point, what am I even thinking? I don’t want a man or to settle down, I’m trying to go for partn