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Chapter 93
Jacob
An awkward silence spread over the room, something that usually didn’t happened especially when there was Seth , the blabber mouth with us but currently the entire room was indeed so silent that I swear I could have hears a pin drop .Then after a very long pause , Seth finally broke the silence “ that’s it ? No , you - you are such a fucking moron !”
The emotions changed in a swift and the atmosphere once again turned to the one that full of crackling electricity “ you know what ? Fuck you ! I knew you bastards will respond like this that’s why I never said a shit to you “
Seth opened his mouth to retort but Conan glared at him , Seth shrugged with a fine whatever you say attitude and turned his back on me before taking the blunt from Lewis and sitting back down on his chair .
Only after Conan was certain that Seth was going to keep his mouth shut , did he turned to look at me ,
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