chapter 39

For two weeks I managed to avoid Jacob with the best of my abilities . Ever since I ran away at the night in his drive way , I had been working on to stealthily dodge him in the hallway , the history class and where ever he was supposed to be at . I would be lying if I said that his confession didn't swept me off my feet , infact his confession freaking bowling bowled me off . 

And it was cue for my self loathing plus inferiority complex to unsheath their claws and hurl themselves at me like psycho maniac wolverine , for nights I have remained awake pondering over the least likable aspect of myself and weighed its measure that might have made Jacob to be slightly interested in me , the conclusion - I freaking had no idea what actually made the star Quarterback to like me .

Just like Jacob said it that night , my hesitation didn't stemmed from my prejudices against him or because of my stubborn pride . It was my own damn problem , I can'