I WONDERED again if what I had said to Marcus the other day was true. Am I ready to recognize the wolves behind my personality? But in the end, I thought that was probably the right thing to do to finally answer the questions in my mind about who I am.I sigh as I look at the green surroundings from the window. I am in the living room now while sisters Trina and Vernon are in the mansion. I don't know where Persuz is. Ever since we talked and he suspected me, I haven't spoken to him yet. I have known for a long time that I do not have his loyalty and if I could just bring him back to the mansion I will do, but I know Volter will not allow it because he will lose his eye in this house. I still can't get why until now he still has to watch me and doubt, even though he knows how much I want to avenge our parents.'Until now is that still your priority?' my mind immediately asked. I thought deeply as I seriously looked at the vast surroundings surrounded by tall and towering trees. Whethe
I NEVER hesitated to go back with Marcus to the village. This is the beginning of discovering my true identity. To know my wolves parents and the truth behind why I'm with vampires. That's become a question to me and also the truth that Marcus told to me.Aside from the awkwardness I felt for what I might know, I felt the excitement to set foot in that village again and see Yena and Rossa who had become close to me."Syrie!"I was just surprised when Marcus suddenly pushed me a way for us to fall and roll over. I felt the whistling of that arrow that was supposed to be coming at me.I was surprised when I was on top of him. I felt like I was burning because I could feel Marcus' body on me. When I was ready to stand, he suddenly pulled me back. "Shh!" he said as his index finger blocked his lip to tell me to quiet. “There are hunters around,” he said. I didn't move because I felt there were people around."Where are they now?" I heard a man ask as we lay on the thick grass we were rol
UNTIL NOW I still can't still believe that Rossa is my cousin. I just didn't expect that she's connected to my personality. I never thought that someone like her would be a part of me. Maybe that's why I feel strange every time I'm with her. I felt something that led me to feel comfortable with her.Later, Yena came back from playing with her friend. She didn't expect me to be there so she was so surprised to see me there. "Sister, Syrie!" She shouted while running towards me. I greeted him and hugged him tightly. Longing in my heart filled as I hugged Yena. "You're here again," she said happily."How are you, Yena?" I asked her. Yena stopped hugging me and I put her on my lap. I fixed her slightly messy hair and pinned it behind her ear. "I'm glad to see you again," I added.I could see the reflection of a happy smile and happiness on Yena's face. There was no denying her longing to see me again. "I'm happy, sister Syrie because you're here again," she said softly while smiling and
AFTER a few minutes of traveling, we stopped at a vast expanse of forest. I was exposed to a place that seemed to have been destroyed by war. Part of each house was scattered around and was covered with various weeds. Obviously that place has been in that order for a long time. My forehead furrowed. I don’t know but a strange feeling appeared to me. There is pain in my heart and I feel a connection into this place. What have I got to do with this place?"Are we here, Brother Marcus?" Yena asked after looking around.Marcus put Yena to the ground and smiled at her. "Here we are, Yena," he happily announced."What is this place, Marcus?" I asked with wonder. "Why did you bring me here?" I turned to him with some question in my mind.“This is the ruined village because a war hundred years ago, Syrie,” Marcus began in a serious voice. He looked at me for a moment before turning around and watching it. "Everything you see is a result of that war." Marcus's face showed sadness.I saw around
UNTIL I got home, I still couldn't get my mind off what I had known about my real parents. I still can't quite imagine my father being a vampire while my mother is a wolf. I still have a lot to ask Marcus but he hasn't answered it yet. I wanted to know which of those vampires was my real father who could be connected to the vampires who adopted me. I don't know how to believe that even though I know Marcus was telling the truth. I also can’t imagine what he said I was a vampire and a wolf that I think is very impossible to happen."Hey, you seem to be thinking deeply?"I was dazed when I heard Trina's voice. I quickly turned to her and saw Vernon looking at me as well."Is there a problem, Syrie?" Vernon asked."I've noticed these past few days, you've been quiet and seem so thinking deeply, since you came back from the forest," Trina commented.I rubbed my forehead and closed my eyes for a moment. Unbeknownst to me, I was stunned to think of what I had known from Marcus. "It's nothin
"WHAT are you doing here, Marcus?" I said softly to him when he suddenly appeared inside the house after Trina and Vernon had left. There was a fear on my face that someone might see him there. I was currently standing at the window of my room while thinking about many things that were troubling my mind. Darkness begins to spread around."I just can't help myself to see you, Syrie," he said directly with a trace of sincerity on his face.I looked at his handsome face for a moment but I immediately blinked. There was something strange about him that I couldn’t figure out what it was. “Are you crazy, Marcus? They can't see you here,” I said.“Who said I would be seen here, Syrie? I know what I'm doing, so no worries that we might be seen here, ”he said in a low voice.I don’t know if the expression I see on his face is correct. There is a longing there. “But—” I couldn't finish what I was about to say when Marcus suddenly kissed me and held my neck so I couldn't get out of there.My eye
I CANNOT erase from my mind what happened last night between Marcus and me. Now I just totally thought about what we had done, what I had done. I'm just out of breath because of that. Although I regretted what had happened, there was nothing I could do because I willingly surrendered myself to him and he did not force me. But despite my remorse, I will admit that moment made me happy and a joy I only felt and realized."Lately, I've noticed that you're always thinking deeply."I felt Trina lean against me opposite the living room window as I looked around. It is currently a clear morning and the pleasant feeling of the air, touching my body. I turned to Trina. “Have you ever heard about the mate of a wolf?” I asked her because of that thing that bothered me.Trina frowned and thought. “I don’t really know about that, Syrie. All I know is that a wolf has a mate. When they found their mate, to them it smelled very strong and addictive. They will also feel excessive attraction for their
Did I make the right decision? I don't know what would be the results of the decision I made but that's what my heart is whispering to me to do—to accept Marcus and his love for me. I can't deny the strange feeling I have for him because every time he gets closer to me, I feel like I can't stop it anymore.The night reached us in that stream while Marcus hugged me from the back and watched the light of the moon and stars. Every time his skin touches mine, he makes me feel safe with him. "I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, Marcus. Are we doing the right thing?" I asked. Despite the decision I've made, those questions were still there in my mind.Marcus moved slowly, he stopped from hugging me and brought me to face him. His serious face was revealed to me. "I don't know what is right for you, Syrie, but for me there is nothing wrong with the relationship we have right now," he said."Marcus, do you know who I am? Where am I? Do you think Volter will agree if he finds out what's